i am fine. i am talking to jamie right now on messenger so i dont have time to update. sorry. dont take it personally. ill get on again. -Ash

i had a dream last night about jamie. he wasnt cheating on me but i dreamnt that i went up to winn dixie, in quincy, thats where he works. well i walked into the store and i felt like something wasnt right cause as soon as i walked in all the girls that work there were like looking at me funny and whispering and stuff. well i found jamie and he ( Read more... )

hi. i dont have much to say. i updated earlier today. i am just bored right now and i wanted to update again. i like typing. i know right? what a dork. i went to this site. www.limewire.com and downloaded it to my computer and its a site where you can download music for free. i dont know if its legal or not. it says it is...??? as long as it says ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up and i felt okay. jamie wanted to come over a few hours before his first class, which is at 1pm so when i woke up at 8:40 this morning i decided to go ahead and get up so i could get a shower and all. i felt really tired but i figured i would wake up. then after i had gotten a shower and all that stuff i felt so bad. i got ( Read more... )

i am on the net. duh. my friend ashley stayed the night with me last night and today we went and saw a movie. we saw The Corpse Bride. it was a strange movie...but it was cool. and then we went and ate chinese. i got home about 2 hours ago and momma and daddy just got home. momma asked me if i was ready to eat. i feel bad now. but ill eat what she ( Read more... )

today has gone pretty well. its saturday and i have nothing to do and i like it that way. i woke up, cooked some pancakes, cleaned up, and thats all. i have just been watching tv. i talked to jamie on the phone earlier. like from 11 to 12 or something like that. he had to be at work at 1 and i promised that i would call him at 10 till one and i ( Read more... )

jamie and i have still been talking despite the "break" we were taking. yes, were. last night we decided to end it. i honestly believe its all becuase of me. i called him crying and i sent him an e-mail and all and i was just being pathetic. but i couldnt help it. i love him so much. he told me that he didnt want to take the break anymore over and ( Read more... )

i cant believe i am saying this...but... jamie and i took a break. i talked to him last night about everything i felt like was going on and it turns out that he is feeling not right about well... us i guess. and today he picked me up from school and when we came home we talked and at first he said everything was fine but i knew he was lying and he ( Read more... )

i feel like there is something wrong with jamie. i dont know what but there is something. his grandfather is in the hospital and his memaw is having trouble with cancer and all but i feel like it has something to do with he and i. something to do with his feelings towards me. he just doesnt show an interest in me anymore. he does. i mean he still ( Read more... )

well the internet is finally up and running.(knock on wood) i still cant seem to find a way to work on my spanish lessons though. i tried to install shockwave last night but it didnt seem to be working. jamie picked me up from school today. i was so happy to see him. i love him so much. he just left to go to class. he has class from one to five and ( Read more... )