My journal has been very lame of late, my apologies.

I'm finding as I'm getting older I am becoming much less idealistic and much more realistic. I have yet to figure out if this is a good or a bad thing, but it certainly does make life easier ( Read more... )

My best friend's close friend just died, I only met her once but she left an impression, she was very beatiful and very friendly and very talented and, most of all, very alive. She had a blood vessel burst and *poof*, gone at 26 ( Read more... )

The Next Six Months ( Read more... )

Dear Jackie ( Read more... )

I can't think of many things worse than looking into the eyes of the man you once loved with every fiber of your being and not seeing anything there of the person he was, or should I say, the person who I thought he was.

( The details I left out all these months )

Me and Blair are done. I'm not too surprised, I guess I saw it coming, and yet I didn't ( Read more... )

The other evening a ridiculous commercial came on the T.V., it was one of those military commercials in which they either attempt to make war look like a video game, or else put out some terrible attempt to be heartwarming like a scene for a bad movie of the week, Lifetime for Men in the Service if you will ( Read more... )

We just got home ( Read more... )

So my Grandmother passed away on Friday night. It was almost two weeks to the day that we had Grandpa's funeral. She went into the hospital that night, the night after the funeral and she got really bad last Saturday, then it was a little better, a little worse, and then she just kind of slipped away to be with him, I really believe that. The ( Read more... )