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oh yeah!!!Natalıe I couldn't texted you back cause my phone dıed..anyways...so yeah as I told you I should be ok about that I thınk I am overreactıng as usual...I admıt that I crıed...but not because of hım datıng someone else, just because now I am really a memory for him...but I really belıeve that he stıll loves me but lıkes hım as well,cause ( Read more... )

ok..here I am agaın ..but I don't thınk I'll update agaın soon...cause my frıends have plans for me...arrr..now I am at my summer house..I ıgnore all my frıends here cause I stıll want you guys as my frıends..not these people...so I spend my tıme swımmıng and sunbathıng...and lots of people ınvıte me everywhere..but I don't wanna go anywhere cause ( Read more... )

I love you!!!I am gonna miss you so much and I am gonna see you again...so that is what makes me feel better...Have fun while I am not around!!! I love you guys!!!!

It's been awhile that I updated last..so yeah I was up north last 3 days and I was having fun ..swimming walking around wonderful whether ( Read more... )

no I really don't wanna write an entry about me leaving..yeah everybody knows what is going on and I am not willing to feel bad..I am not willing to feel worse than right now...I..I just don't wanna leave!!!

I am gonna leave at tuesday evening...I don't want to I am gonna ask to stay..I hope thwy'll be ok with that..pleasse I don't wanna go there...
and yeah Bary!!!finally we had that conversation and decided something.. which makes me feel weird...!!!
I love you so much!!!

I have such a limited time here..I don't wanna leave..I don't feel that I am ready...I don't think I would ever be ready..even if I miss my friends even if I miss my family..I don't wanna leave...and I wanna talk about everything with everyone here...especially with you guys Bary and Natalie....Yeah I will try to talk..I hope you will be willing to ( Read more... )

yeah today was such a borung day..first of all I woke up like 12..and decided to go to the mall and I did..yeah tried to find something for todd for father's day...but it was too difficult to find something but I decided to get something so that I could say "yeah I have a present for you" meh ( Read more... )

yeah today is kinda boring and I was home most of the time...yeah and sleeping..I don't know why but I just wanna sleep cause I don't feel good and when I am awake I think too much aboout everything and it makes me sad I better stop thinking ( Read more... )