You're not him (Drabble)
Title : You're not him
Author : Melodie a.k.a anmeke ^-^V
Rating : G
Pairing : Tadaiki
Genre : Angst
Disclaimer : You, I, we, they know Johnny-san owns those pretty boys.
Summary : When you thought he was someone you knew.
A/N : My first time writing this pairing and... this looks like it's written by someone else and not me 0.0
Why did you have to leave me? I thought we had something special. Something which can only be felt when we're together. "I'll never leave you" Why did you have to lie to me? Why do you have to break my heart? Those wounds still felt new, like it only happened yesterday when the fact is, it already happened over a year ago.
I was walking in the streets when i thought i saw you, for a moment i thought i was dreaming. But you were there, right infront of me. I wasn't dreaming! I ran up to you and called your name "YUYA!!" but you seemed different. You looked at me like i was no one to you. And then i saw someone else holding onto your arm. Why? Am i that easy to forget? "I'm sorry, but you are?" I was shocked, you really did forget me. How can you be so cruel?! "Yuya, it's me Daiki! Don't you remember me!?" You looked at me like i was someone with mental issues. "I'm sorry, but i'm Yamato Ogata. not yuya..." And then i came back to my senses.
Who was i kidding. He's definitely not Yuya, you left me a year ago for a better place, a better life. You were suffering so much ever since that car accident. You were bedridden, not able to move at all. It hurts me seeing you that way but what hurts me most was when the doctor told you couldn't live anymore. The reason why you're alive is because of a machine. You've been depending on it for months. And then they finally off it knowing you'll never wake up.
I cried everyday. I didn't want to wake up every morning just to realise it's not a dream. A year has passed and i'm still not over your departure. Why couldn't he be you? You two look so much alike but, no matter how alike you two look, you're still two different people with two different personalities.
I can't carry on living like this. I need to accept the fact that you're gone. But i'll never forget you forever, Yuya.
Author : Melodie a.k.a anmeke ^-^V
Rating : G
Pairing : Tadaiki
Genre : Angst
Disclaimer : You, I, we, they know Johnny-san owns those pretty boys.
Summary : When you thought he was someone you knew.
A/N : My first time writing this pairing and... this looks like it's written by someone else and not me 0.0
Why did you have to leave me? I thought we had something special. Something which can only be felt when we're together. "I'll never leave you" Why did you have to lie to me? Why do you have to break my heart? Those wounds still felt new, like it only happened yesterday when the fact is, it already happened over a year ago.
I was walking in the streets when i thought i saw you, for a moment i thought i was dreaming. But you were there, right infront of me. I wasn't dreaming! I ran up to you and called your name "YUYA!!" but you seemed different. You looked at me like i was no one to you. And then i saw someone else holding onto your arm. Why? Am i that easy to forget? "I'm sorry, but you are?" I was shocked, you really did forget me. How can you be so cruel?! "Yuya, it's me Daiki! Don't you remember me!?" You looked at me like i was someone with mental issues. "I'm sorry, but i'm Yamato Ogata. not yuya..." And then i came back to my senses.
Who was i kidding. He's definitely not Yuya, you left me a year ago for a better place, a better life. You were suffering so much ever since that car accident. You were bedridden, not able to move at all. It hurts me seeing you that way but what hurts me most was when the doctor told you couldn't live anymore. The reason why you're alive is because of a machine. You've been depending on it for months. And then they finally off it knowing you'll never wake up.
I cried everyday. I didn't want to wake up every morning just to realise it's not a dream. A year has passed and i'm still not over your departure. Why couldn't he be you? You two look so much alike but, no matter how alike you two look, you're still two different people with two different personalities.
I can't carry on living like this. I need to accept the fact that you're gone. But i'll never forget you forever, Yuya.