the snow slowly falls
with its gentle harshness
blanketing the earth
muting the sounds
of the loud quick world
I stand within it
am surrounded by it
it is alive
is encompassing me
around me
about me
through me
within me
I smile and close my eyes

why don't you want to live in ecstatic bliss
all the time?
you have known joyousness, yet now live alone. Like the half life of an isotope
used
in carbon dating, you can calculate your known rate of decay,
predict
how many blisses there are/might be before you are accurately,
indisputably
pinned down in the grave, bliss free.

Down, Down,
Out of your mind,
You say you're seeing things,
I say you're blind.

Pretty, bright colours,
melting in air,
Today you are high,
Tomorrow you're dead.

Down

Seeing, needing, hoping, feeling ( Read more... )

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Sorrow feels like rain
weeping from the sky.
Sorrow smells like a hot fire
burning, destroying.
Sorrow tastes like salt from
crying tears.
Sadness is touching your heart.
Sadness is feeling scared at night.

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Get your stinking paws off me, you damned dirty ape!

Why do the damned dirty apes justify their self-importance
They are not the measure of things
There are no known instruments
to measure the movements of that soul
They encourage you to see what they see
In their dull brown eyes, is a dying universe

I exist in worlds
within worlds
tortured souls
artistic expression, stark truths
My mind's eye a gaping hole
all encompassing...
My body, My spirit, set loose
As my mind grows...
My worlds shrink...
The more I know...
The less I think...