Not sure what I want to talk about. Just thought it was time to talk. Um i guess I'll start with my dad, he was hit in the head with a softball, in the temple. Went to the hospital, was in ICU for 2 days, came home. His head is swollen, he has a hard time thinking of the right words, he cant open his jaw all the way, blurred vision on that side and ( Read more... )

Finished a book today. Old Magic. Didn't think i would like it...but I did, it made me cry. I guess now back to The Lovely Bones.

Not sure what I feel. I guess its that same peaceful, sad contentment.

Sleepy, lazy, throwing it all away, and wasting the day.

Hope dangles on a string....

"Spiders....I hate Spiders...why couldn't it be follow the ( Read more... )

Last night was so much fun. I saw my girls, Britney and Katie and we had a blast and saw Little Black Book it. It was really cute, and it was so fun havin the 3 of us together again, like we were re-united.

I got home id guess by like 2 ish or something like that...and everyone was at the cruise, and so I got to be alone, all alone, in my house for ( Read more... )

Had a great weekend, saw my katie baby and my laura darling, lol. Today kinda sucked...it made me feel like I always do when I have to go there...like it's a waste of time and 60% of me wants to drop it right now...the only thing keeping me from that is the part I'm going to miss alot. I don't know what the problem is...the company, or that I just ( Read more... )

Better today, lol much better. At the moment I'm actually feeling kind of....lol I don't know how to say it....but good, hahaha. Certain songs put me in different moods...lol I think I like this mood, I'm gunna have to explore? hahahaha. I'll leave yall to think about it.

I feel so empty. I need something more....I can't explian it. I can't control what I feel. One minute I feel great and happy and energetic and sexy and just so amazing. Then I stop and think for just one second and it all comes crashing and burning and I remember how lonley I am....how boring my life seems....how I wish that there was so much more ( Read more... )

It's been a really long time, oh well. But last night was amazing. I will never forget it, ever. It was one of the best expieriances I have ever known. It sounds like something, but it's def not that so don't think it. lol. Okay but whut it really is, is that I went to the Josh Groban concert last night. Probably not many people my age like or know ( Read more... )

It's been a while. The sleepover was fun. I'm glad we got closer. There is so much that I wish I could say but I can't because people will get pissed. All I have to say is that Friday night will probably be quite embarassing. I hope it isn't, but it seems like it always has been, and will be. I wish that everyone would just work hard, because it ( Read more... )

Hey yall, I'm so tired and idk emotional it feels like I guess. Friday was awsome I went shoppin with Marlo and then we spent the night at her new house, lol, and we had some fun and I got to hear her "friends" austrailian accent!!! Anyways then today I went to national with the team and we ate then went to Syd's block party and danced, Ray I'm ( Read more... )

I hate this so much. I hate how it takes up my summer, but mostly i hate not being happy. I havent been happy with this in a long time. It's better during the year...like at games and stuff....but i hate the competitions and I hate camps and I'm still trying to get used to the new team, not that I don't like the new girls, its just hard to get used ( Read more... )