uhhhhh that was so awkward. ghetto oakwood graduation party at julia cox's. beki and i made a goal to make out with someone and we oddly accomplished it with phil....even though he then used us to get to katie but whatever hahah. that was so weird...i kind of want to forget it happened so i could be his friend and nothing else and not think about ( Read more... )

let down #349573489763

i guess he really didn't care about me after all. it would have been better to have just said it bluntly rather than making me wait so long.

everyone wants their own slice of fame it seems ( Read more... )

there is a layer of filth on my face ( Read more... )

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Today I woke up, slightly burnt from one hit and sticky from days and days of not being in my own bed. The sun poured through the windows of Iyla's house, only adding to the stickiness I was in and the discomfort and sadness that plagued my thoughts. It was true, I had been played, and it was true, I meant nothing to this boy, and it was true, he ( Read more... )

She lay in bed all night watching the morning change ( Read more... )

lady liberty
blackface whiteface
LIARS
i should have listened.
jimi and i are no more. jimi and jess are no more.
JESS STAR AND I TALKED.
friends? i hope so....

im on concerta. i cant sleep. i hate. i cant sleep because of everything.

this was my motherfucker

I had a party on friday, with many, many woodstockies and oakwoodies and ktownies and kiddies from all parts of new york state running around my property and at my studio thing. i love them all so much. this is the result:
( massive amounts of photos )