I feel like shit. I'm so sick and i've been crying all day cause my family treats me like shit..I wanted to get my mind off of things so i've decided to add them here if anyone cares to see

I feel so Lonely. I'm so busy in school that i don't have time to socialize:(
I don't have a boyfriend...I don't know if i want one cause i wouldn't be able to go through all that again..especially since my experience with Chris. This is the last time i'm mentioning his name, I am reminded every time i mention his name. Life is so cruel.

i'm pissed off ( Read more... )

haha..what a joke. Ryan is such an ass. I asked him to spit in my Doritos and he did, so i gave it to joey .Payback time for the pepsi thing you pulled you Fucker. Meanwhile Liz and I were laughing hysterically. We were rolling on the floor laughing cause after he spit in them, he shoved them down his pants and joey gobbled them up some appetite ( Read more... )

Wow....it has finally come. Des is 18. She is legal. I just wanna wish my best friend a very Happy Birthday and i hope you make it a memorable one. You are 18. You are an adult. Congrats. I wish I could be there to celebrate with you, but I am on the verge of dying lol. yeah... I'm still sick. Well, make sure you don't waste this day. GO have ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of being sick...
I can't stand it. You know the feeling when you want to be sick you try so hard to act it, and when you actually get sick, you don't know how to get rid of the fucking illness

men are such jerks I called up christian and i wanted to see what we were doing on saturday and he "informed me" that he was meeting his ex. She cheated on him and i guess i was the rebound chic. I feel like an idiot. Here i was all excited about being with him, about having a boyfriend, and now i feel like trash. You don't brake up over the phone ( Read more... )

i haven't been writing because i 've been really busy these past few months, and Ashley , i'm updating my "fucking" journal. Arre you happy now. you know the first thing when i thought of you was that squishy thing amy and that russian were throwing aqround and you squeezing it, lmao...what color was it ( Read more... )

i knew we were gonna have school today. I can't believe it was another 2 hour delayed opening. There was no point. Em, where were you ( Read more... )

wow....its been a while since i've written. I have been sick for the past two weeks, but last week was the worst. I had trouble breathing, so my parents had to take me to the doctor. I can't even remember the last time i was online. Im so tired and i still have to make up work that i've missed from last week. What's even worse is that monday we ( Read more... )