thinking.. sadly...

[annag153]

What the fuck am I doing??? One of my friends here always says: Time is a waste of life and Life is a waste of time, so get wasted all the time and have the time of your life. Sighs. That's how the summer has been so far. Alcohol no longer will get me there. My tolerance is ridiculous, so I moved on to a much better feeling. What the hell am

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[aeryes_shinryu]

A lot of being happy is to solve these problems by any means neccessary instead of avoiding them. Drugs are the easiest way out of anything. It's the whole: "Why care about something when I can feel good?" You'll never be truly happy if you only find ways to circumvent your problems. You'll never have it all...and that's the problem for most people. This is kinda the worst time to do this cause I'm trying to answer these questions myself. I just don't wanna leave college and have to do this while trying to find a real job. Good luck and try to keep me posted. I'm always around. Maybe not a phone call away still, but a short walk or drive away.