Wednsday 2:11 p.m.- I am doing my normal vacuum sweeping around the cardio equipment when out of no where the lady on the elliptical directly behind me says Hey, Hey. I turn to her a tad surprised because she is my boss who appears to hate me wife. Yes, Mam I respond turning off my vacuum. "is your last name Miller or Gomez?" I hesitated sure ( Read more... )

I've been working and trying to save money, which hasn't really worked because I find there are alot of things you can spend your money on in memphis go figure In addition 5 dollars out of every pay check goes to the united way. I also spent 2 complete days doing fund raising for the breast cancer three a day. I will be doing more work for it ( Read more... )

Everybody seems to have some sort of allaby or have some different form of the truth. No I don't like so and so, they are just my friend. I think they are really cool and I like to hang out with them but you have nothing to worry about. I am not attracted nothing will ever happen I assure you. I've heard it time and time again. It always seems ( Read more... )

don't remind me I feel like a peice of shit and not a small one. You were stunning tonight. I'm not ready for him you stole my heart. I'm just scared. we know where your heart is. Your making me want to do that thing again. That's my girl. There tears for you. I can't fall for you again. Nobody in this world can frustrate and piss me off as ( Read more... )

Who is it that told me absencence made the heart grow founder up until after two weeks then it turns in out of site out of mind? Well it's been longer than two weeks and I think I am still growing founder. Anyways, here in Memphis walking with the ghost of Elvis. I am not going to lie I've had some fun, hanging out with people who I haven't hung ( Read more... )

Probaly should be doing anything but this. I just can't seem to stop thinking about what I don't want to think about. I hate packing memorys away in a plastic tube. this is the last night...do you realize that? Things will never be the same. For the 4th day in a row all I feel like doing is crying and drinking. Things have to get better soon ( Read more... )

The only time I have to look forward to is in the morning when I first wake up. For that split second I will be fine, no worries, like everything is in order. Like my heart has never been broken, like nobody is leaving for far off lands, like I am loved by who I want to be loved by. Then after that brief ( Read more... )

The rain stopped but I was still soaked. The car was parked but the seat belt wouldn't let go. I had a dream you were gone but I was still holding on. please don't kiss me and say goodbye. I'm not ready to miss you, again.

I know...this weekend I had a tournament with the little girls team I coach and they scored their 1st goal, then they won their 1st game, then they won again, and they didn't lose again after they had won. that is something for excitment. The happy written all over their faces spelled love to me. and as for the other thing I guess you'll just ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmm....bet your wondering what I'm thinking. Guess you'll have to ask me.