Things are gonna get dark

[annakey]

Of course it was nothing to do with the fact I was getting a second opinion. I only WISH that was the reason they brought the appointment forward. Wishful thinking now alright

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[faerierhona]

And we'll all be with you as you defeat this. The offer of practical help continues - please tell me/ us (ie your friends) what we can do and I am sure you will be flooded by offers of help and support

[alittleacademe]

Thirding this.

[annakey]

Thank you. I can't think of anything right now. I need to get back in the headspace I was in when I thought it was going to be an operation. The thing is, I am FINE with operations, hospitals, anaesthetic, pain even! You name it. Any kind of major surgery is a-ok with me. I didn't know how pampered I was when I was weighing up the types of bladder diversion. This is so big and unknown now. I hate being ill and I know it's going to be horrible. How are you supposed to stay positive about something you know is going to be bloody vile? It's crazy.

[david_bridger]

Love and hugs for you and Paddy. x

[enchochada]

Ah shit. Reading this made me well up. Fight, fight, fight, and on the days when you can't let us all carry you.

[serena_lesley]

Well fuck. :(

Great to see you coming out fighting, though. If determination has ANYTHING to do with successfully beating this, you're already mostly there.

[adamantas]

^THIS^

[ormoluinhen]

you have ALL our support as these comments testify. many hugs for you from me xxxx