Jumping in here real quick for my sorta monthly post
So today I feel like emptying my full head again.
So I am such a klutz. 2 or 3 weeks ago, I was walking to my car from my house so I could go to work. This really, really creepy guy that lives in my complex starts talking to me. To be nice I start talking back. Well just a few steps into that I forget about walking and walk off the side walk, rolled my ankle and fell flat on my belly. The only problem with that is my poor innocent wrist was under me. It hurt so bad and I went to work and tried to work with my right wrist out. It didn't work when all I do all day is type. So It starting hurting so bad that I thought I really did some damage. So I go to the ER. Stupid me. I really overreact sometimes(It costs me a lot when I do that, since I have no Ins). I should of just went home and iced it. There was no break, just a sprain. Oh well I guess if I had ignored it and there was something really wrong with it I could have caused more damage. Tis better now and all is well cept trying to figure out how to pay docter bill. :) The worst part about it is the creepy guy helped me up. I prefer that he stays on his side of the complex.
It is not that I am being mean cause he is weird or anything, but this guy has a web cam hooked up to his computer and he points it at the stairwell so he can watch all the girls going to the mailboxes and he knows when everyone comes and goes. He also has shown up in my friends house when she just got out of the shower. He somehow had a key to there apt (they have since changed the locks).
I hate my job. To many retarded people use this wireless phone company. I get so pissed. This one girl and I have a real hard time leaving that place in a decent mood. It isn't the place though. It is the customers I support. WHEN WILL I LEARN NOT TO WORK IN A CALL CENTER!!!!! UGH.
I am going to be starting classes next Monday. I am so excited. Aims has now switched to semesters so it will be interested. But I feel like I am accomplishing something. Most of the time I feel like I am just passing time and never moving forward. Sometimes I feel like I am going backwards. It isn't a good feeling. I am going to be taking Western Civ and a Body Sculpting/toning class(PE). It isn't much but I procrastinated in getting my FAFSA forms submitted and I still have not got them it. I need to learn not to procrastinate. It will be the end of me someday.
Ooooooo, yeah my most exciting news. I have lost 23 lbs in the past 2 months. I really think the South Beach diet does work. And it really is only cutting out the stuff people shouldn't be eating anyway. The main things I notice cutting out is Soda (pop, whatever one calls it), breaded dishes like breaded chicken, sugar (candy, chocolate, Fruit juice {that stuff has alot of added sugar}) and just other bad stuff. I don't really ever feel deprived (Except when I watch Pizza commercials. I miss pizza, though If I wanted to work on it I could make one that is on the diet). It is also good that my buddy David is on the diet also and he is an awesome cook. He gives me ideas as to what to cook for myself. What is more shocking to me is I really don't exercise much. I know I should and that is why I am taking the PE class this semester. But it is shocking to me that I am loosing weight. I still have 64 lbs to get back to what I was at the beginning of my senior year and 84lbs to get to they weight that I think is right for my height. All I really want to do is be able to shop in the normal sizes. The cloths that have more options to them. I will get there eventially. Slowly but surely.
My mother should be locked in a padded room. She is more of a klutz then me. And if that had something like a frequent flyer card for the ER she would have several free visits racked up. Like tonight she was leaving the house so that she could pick my niece up from school, and she decided that 2 steps down were not nessessary to get down the stairs. She has now fucked up her back as usual. They didn't find anything broken but she has a deteriorating back anyways, so they emitted her to the hospital. What is sad is when she gets emitted I sorta like it. It gives me a break of sorts. I don't have to go and bring her food 2 times a day, or bring a movie or ect. All I have to do is take care of her animals and visit her once a day. But I don't feel responsible for her. If I cannot make it to visit her I don't feel like I am torturing her. Like if I cannot make it out to bring her food, I feel horrible but sometimes I just have to take care of myself.
God I cannot believe I wrote that much. I need to (yes I say this on every post) write more often. Just to get things off my chest. I still have so much going though my head but it is time to go.
TTFN
~Julia
So I am such a klutz. 2 or 3 weeks ago, I was walking to my car from my house so I could go to work. This really, really creepy guy that lives in my complex starts talking to me. To be nice I start talking back. Well just a few steps into that I forget about walking and walk off the side walk, rolled my ankle and fell flat on my belly. The only problem with that is my poor innocent wrist was under me. It hurt so bad and I went to work and tried to work with my right wrist out. It didn't work when all I do all day is type. So It starting hurting so bad that I thought I really did some damage. So I go to the ER. Stupid me. I really overreact sometimes(It costs me a lot when I do that, since I have no Ins). I should of just went home and iced it. There was no break, just a sprain. Oh well I guess if I had ignored it and there was something really wrong with it I could have caused more damage. Tis better now and all is well cept trying to figure out how to pay docter bill. :) The worst part about it is the creepy guy helped me up. I prefer that he stays on his side of the complex.
It is not that I am being mean cause he is weird or anything, but this guy has a web cam hooked up to his computer and he points it at the stairwell so he can watch all the girls going to the mailboxes and he knows when everyone comes and goes. He also has shown up in my friends house when she just got out of the shower. He somehow had a key to there apt (they have since changed the locks).
I hate my job. To many retarded people use this wireless phone company. I get so pissed. This one girl and I have a real hard time leaving that place in a decent mood. It isn't the place though. It is the customers I support. WHEN WILL I LEARN NOT TO WORK IN A CALL CENTER!!!!! UGH.
I am going to be starting classes next Monday. I am so excited. Aims has now switched to semesters so it will be interested. But I feel like I am accomplishing something. Most of the time I feel like I am just passing time and never moving forward. Sometimes I feel like I am going backwards. It isn't a good feeling. I am going to be taking Western Civ and a Body Sculpting/toning class(PE). It isn't much but I procrastinated in getting my FAFSA forms submitted and I still have not got them it. I need to learn not to procrastinate. It will be the end of me someday.
Ooooooo, yeah my most exciting news. I have lost 23 lbs in the past 2 months. I really think the South Beach diet does work. And it really is only cutting out the stuff people shouldn't be eating anyway. The main things I notice cutting out is Soda (pop, whatever one calls it), breaded dishes like breaded chicken, sugar (candy, chocolate, Fruit juice {that stuff has alot of added sugar}) and just other bad stuff. I don't really ever feel deprived (Except when I watch Pizza commercials. I miss pizza, though If I wanted to work on it I could make one that is on the diet). It is also good that my buddy David is on the diet also and he is an awesome cook. He gives me ideas as to what to cook for myself. What is more shocking to me is I really don't exercise much. I know I should and that is why I am taking the PE class this semester. But it is shocking to me that I am loosing weight. I still have 64 lbs to get back to what I was at the beginning of my senior year and 84lbs to get to they weight that I think is right for my height. All I really want to do is be able to shop in the normal sizes. The cloths that have more options to them. I will get there eventially. Slowly but surely.
My mother should be locked in a padded room. She is more of a klutz then me. And if that had something like a frequent flyer card for the ER she would have several free visits racked up. Like tonight she was leaving the house so that she could pick my niece up from school, and she decided that 2 steps down were not nessessary to get down the stairs. She has now fucked up her back as usual. They didn't find anything broken but she has a deteriorating back anyways, so they emitted her to the hospital. What is sad is when she gets emitted I sorta like it. It gives me a break of sorts. I don't have to go and bring her food 2 times a day, or bring a movie or ect. All I have to do is take care of her animals and visit her once a day. But I don't feel responsible for her. If I cannot make it to visit her I don't feel like I am torturing her. Like if I cannot make it out to bring her food, I feel horrible but sometimes I just have to take care of myself.
God I cannot believe I wrote that much. I need to (yes I say this on every post) write more often. Just to get things off my chest. I still have so much going though my head but it is time to go.
TTFN
~Julia