I spent my scholarship money on antibiotics and oil changes.

I just wish that these feelings that I have could finally be mutual to somebody. It hurts my heart.

There are 21,000 students at Fresno State.

For the record, there are not 21,000 parking spots.

I am not a very good person with not very good self control.

geez.

So I'm pretty much as happy as a clam right now ( Read more... )

I have a tendency to slip through your fingers when you least expect it.

Ugh. I don't want to work tonight. Eff being sick.

I think after work however, I'm going to write.

I've been doing a lot of journaling outside of this journal lately. It's different. More intimate I suppose. I'm getting healthy and I'm doing a lot of non fiction reason. I'll expose as to why in another month or so. I don't want to jinx myself. I need to start painting again ( Read more... )

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I have an interview tomorrow to determine whether or not i can swim well enough to give kid's swim lessons. The guy putting on this interview may be a big enough dick that I might actually turn down the job. He asked me what my background was and so I told him blah blah I've been swimming competitively for over 10 years, I coach varsity swimming, I ( Read more... )