Kevin and I do have a lot of differences and I can't change that. I guess I need to look harder for things that do work ( Read more... )

I don't think its gonna work out. I just see the hints here and there. Too many differences. But now I want a local boy and those are hard to find these days. Maybe Kevin can always be a good friend but the spark.. the convos.. the interests that hold a relationship together just aren't there. You can't force it. Ive tried. I'll let it go naturally ( Read more... )

Its after that time of month and I'm horny as all get out. The whole I'm going to iron my clothes shirtless and in my underwear before I go to work didn't help. Hoping he comes home a bit earlier... He's always so kissable(like make out session worthy) when he comes home from work but Im half awake at 2am.

I need a hobby again. Ive been stressed/depressed out side of work.

Things feel a bit better. Things are well with Kevin and I. I was just frustrated the last few entries. Something else is on my mind that is bugging me. I'm not sure how or why we broke out into this convo but Kevin asked me the question that bothers me a lot and I don't know why. What do I really want to do? Goals? Im horrible with seeing into the ( Read more... )

ANNND Kevin isn't coming for Easter... Anything else? I'm 2 seconds from opening a bottle of wine. I need something to go right. Maybe I'll just nap. Fuck.. headache.. I've been having these horrible headaches when I'm aggravated. I need food ( Read more... )

So I had to make my last entry private because it was way to Whiny and personal. I know not too many people read this anymore and I really just write it for myself ( Read more... )

I'm a bit on cloud 9 right now. Drinking my coffee early in the morning with a good hour to spare before work. Decent job, good hours, tips aren't bad. Working at a place that wanted me and are giving me more hours doing another job. A work schedule that gives me time to take classes(dance) and do my fire stuff. Probably getting Easter off. And a ( Read more... )

I'm employed again. I work at PJs for a 3rd time. Still feeling iffy. Just personally iffy. A long the lines of my last post. Ive been let down by my last 3 jobs. I really liked my last job at PJs. Best owner. OK customers. Good crew for the most part. sometimes I did have to wake them up when they were starring into space. Kinda confused and hurt ( Read more... )

First.. Mardi Gras.. ewww. It was cold. Kevin was always working. I went to Muses and d'ete or something like that ( Read more... )