I just got the digital camera and I'm obsessing over black and white photos, here are some.


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Well, of course I'm freaking out right now. I always freak out. Today I had a major B/P. I ate soup, fettucini, chips and salsa and a nutri-grain bar. I finished it off with some crystal lite and off to the bathroom I went. I cut just now. I cut for the first time in awhile where I really needed it and not just a "moonlight gig." Yesterday I ( Read more... )

I took five vicodins, eight oxycontins and I'm loving it. I had a pretty good birthday. Last night, or V-day, my mom gave me some clothes. I got a Beatles shirt and a Pink Floyd shirt. Then this morning when we were leaving there was a present on the passenger seat with a card. She got me a pack of Burt's Bees. The card said that she had ( Read more... )

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"god" fucking dammit!!! I b&p'd today not once but twice. You know you're in hell when you're on your knees willing for blood to come up so that you know it's all gone. It's that all too familiar feeling of needing something. I had to have that veggie dog, I had to have that granola and all that other shit that just ended up going down the drain ( Read more... )