loving stupid boys that i don't really love and dreamfucking the shit out of them ( Read more... )

a million years from now, a million years ago will be today, right now; japan will be floating under the desert rain a million years from now; america will be separated into one hundred pieces a million years from now and forty five of them will be sunken ships; the earth will be the sea a million years from now and the seals will swim in the sand ( Read more... )

"I don't know what it is that makes me so obsessed with japan-everything, but I love it. I've seen all the beautiful japanese women my eyes can handle, and now I just want to see you. I have this vision of you meeting me at the airport when I first land in LA, and it's desolate, no one but us, so that you are literally the first thing I see, touch ( Read more... )

eight is a lot of legs david.

i bummed out on dirty plan #1 because i have dirty plan #2 and mr. in dirty plan #1 was angry, very, and i think i should really cut all those bridges down or blow out all of the me in his ear. gee golly. i love when you meet those who are so genuinely nice and so genuinely pure and sometimes i think that i am one of those. i decided i will always ( Read more... )

i have a really dirty plan and the worst part is that i want to make it happen

*interpret dirty as you will

painting of my life.

My interview went well! Buffalo Exchange hired me!

some interesting facts of today ( Read more... )

happiness isn't stable. it's not the standard, it's the huffman, where some days, like letters, have three bitz and some only have one. happiness, like the bit, is irrelevant. why would we like just a weekend of only three feet apart, why would we like just two meals and three bottles of wine, why would we get so full? it's as if life gets tired of ( Read more... )