escape ( Read more... )

i pressed one and listened in.
the rattle of the speaker told me that you were alright.
it made me smile for a minute.
but then i thought about it.
your message meant nothing.
just a follow up.
a necesary check up.
in the wrong context.
feelings mean alot more.
when you're gone.
and you were.

prove it.

so its 7:22 and im still in my pjs and i have a chem test.
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oh my god. today is here.

tonight i have started listening to The Fantastics track and i love it. its catchy, but not stupidly catchy, if you know what i mean. i was a very productive girl today. i went to go get allergy shots and i actually did my AP lit homework, and i straightened my hair for tomorrow so i wont have to go to school looking like a zombie that just rolled ( Read more... )

for the past 3 nights, i have tried and tried to sleep, but i can't get my body set at the right temperature. its like i'm either hot or cold and all i can do is just roll around, which makes me hotter, and stare at the ceiling. this morning, i am gonna go for an hour drive before school. its seven o'clock now and i am heading out simply because i ( Read more... )

dear boy ( Read more... )

so i just got my blood test back and i have mono. super.

so ark is officially my chemistry bitch/coolest/most funniest kid everrr. i put a dot on his hand with a sharpie and he went to the bathroon a short while later and came back and told me that he looked down at his hand and slapped it because he thought it was a bug. what a freakkk. but it made me laugh.

wes farr makes me happy because he is ( Read more... )