shitty day. shitty night. thats how it goes.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did I fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you ( Read more... )

there are some people who should never come home.

my grades are coming up.

chem-67
AP lit-77
AP US-80
Pottery-90
Musical theatre-98

today is going to be a good fucking day.
because jake has something for me.
i'm crawling now.
last night was fun as shit.
got home from 6 flags at about 1145 and then went to foeges.
yay for that bitches.
i'm at the point of "fuck everything"
and i love it

i try to hate you but it builds up more love.
opposite effect.
i hate your entries.
i hate me.
today i found out that 2 guys like me.
they are not you.
thats all i want.
when breathing gets hard.
the phone comes out and tears flow.
i need to get away.
mentally.
physically.

if i write a list of cds that i want burned and give someone the cds, will you burn them for me?

i am one poor son of a bitch

drain.

two hours later i'm awake
i'm falling crazy, crazy for you
cutting please let me bleed out.
i'm going crazy, cray for you
i can say you mean nothing
but deep inside its killing me

i need to figure
find it out
where exactly my head is at
sometimes i'm falling and others i'm flying
now's the time to find my way
my way into your heart or out
and all i want
all ( Read more... )

im on the verge of dying ( Read more... )