boo hoo. i understand that he wants to get back together, but when he repeats it over and over to me, i feel guilty as hell. what am i supposed to say? what does he think i am going to say? OK! i am so afraid that i will say that. it is so hard to keep myself from saying it.
man... so i definately signed the lease for an apartment today, with smerf and merkel. YESSS!!! my life is finally beginning. we (and by we, i mean i) have already planned the house-warming partay
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fuck. when someone knows that your life is going down the shitter and you are desperately trying to figure things out, why do they discuss something with you that adds to your problems?
booo on people.
on a more positive note.... i only had 2 smokes today. and i walked in the rain