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I've been thinking a lot lately about regret. The online dictionary's definition of regret is

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my regrets have regrets

[divadarya]

I didn't face my gender/identity reality until I was essentially a "middle-aged man in his prime" I was a Nihilistic Alcoholic with absolutely no reality on the source of my emotions or who I was..yeah..I regret spending 45 years as someone I didn't need to be, but the question always becomes "didn't that make you who you are today?"
I regret the chaos that keeping my identity secret has caused everyone in my life, especially my kids..I regret passing on my Northern Euro Alcoholic genes to them(they're stoners...Pot was my "gateway" drug to later alcohol abuse...
I regret not having sex with more hot men, and not having breasts and a vagina already, but that's really kind of silly...
I regret always placing the needs of others before my own, and then resenting them for it.
Right now? Really happy for no reason other than I am who I am.
xox Darya

[ladyfrancesca]

Yes, I am swallowed up by regrets sometimes. I am beginning to think that is life. No matter what decision you make there will always be something that maybe you would wish different. I mostly regret the times I could have acted better or stronger, but I also regret the times I acted in my own best interests and how that impacted certain relationships that will never get back the time lost. I am not sure what to do with my regrets yet, but I am still figuring out a great many things in my life and hopefully that will help with the regrets I have. I don't think this makes sense. For some reason today I feel incoherent.