Life is very bleak right now. I cried half the night away and my eyes have been affected ever since. On the good side, I took my humanities test and got a 96. That's 6 points better than the last one and I was less confident about this one. Its seems I do better on tests that I get Garret to help me with. This is good. We have a choir concert ( Read more... )

Guess who is the newest student at SVU? Well, not the newest...well actually I could be seeing as most people don't get accepted until August...but yeah I am now officially enrolled at SVU. I almost thought that I didn't make it in...and I was going to freak out. Who doesn't make it in? but I did, with flying colors...so all is good. 2 more months ( Read more... )

well, a computer has been sent to replace my old one. I had to walk to the auxiliary building on the other side on campus in the rain to get it but I have it. I really want to know why it was sent to that building instead of the lounge where everyone else's mail goes. The lounge being the room next to mine ( Read more... )

A quick update ( Read more... )

I just thought I would inform everyone of my adventures in Idaho. Many times have a I heard of the strangeness of the mormons in Utah and Idaho. On the contrary, I have found they are a pleasant people, ready to help and never a harsh word is said. In other words, I haven't had a proper sarcastic, cynical conversation since I got here. When I fall ( Read more... )

So, I'm driving down the road in sister gingerich's car and I see swirling red and blue lights. funny story. Sister Gingerich and my dad had to borrow the van to get a uhaul thingy to get a bed to sister gingerich's house so her housemate isn't sleeping on an air mattress anymore. So Sister Gingerich gives me the keys to her car so I wasn't ( Read more... )

So 12 weeks ago I gave Garret 2 weeks to surprise me. Those who can do math will note that he is 10 weeks over due. Frustrating? yes. But well worth the wait. Some of you may know that I am welsh. I was raised in England, my mother being scottish - welsh, my father being english - american (american being virginia, maybe going back to france but an ( Read more... )

Every-so-often, I have a nightmare. Ones that ride with me and haunt me. I don't know why this one bothered me so much but its there, lingering in the back of my mind. Almost like its tugging at the insecurities and doubts that I have right now. I called an old friend. He's doing well. Amazingly well. But he made me realize some things. I'm so ( Read more... )

I made it into BYUI. I'm not sure how I feel about it. There are times when I'm excited and ready to go like when I look at all the art classes. Then there are times when I have to put my head between my knees to keep from hyperventilating, like when I think about living with people again. What if I get room mates like I did at SVU? I loved SVU but ( Read more... )

Today has been a good day. It went badly but my mood was good. I have hope for the future again. and this is good ( Read more... )