This sucks.

[anniebanana]

There were so many things that I shouldn't have been there for. I shouldn't be the one consoling my family when MY dad died. I shouldn't have to pick out a casket and a church to watch my dad get burried. I am 17 fucking years old, this shouldn't have happened to me

Comments

[dramallama89]

anna, you are going through hell right now, but that is what your friends are here for

[parrydog2008]

i agree with brian 100%. we are not competing at all. we're all saying it so you know all of your friends are here if you need them. none of us can come close to understanding exactly what you are going through. but we can offer all of the support we can give to help you through this.
now this is something that isn't nearly like losing your dad. but when i lost travis (like brian said) i prayed to him every night. sometimes i still do. and it still feels like he's here. it feels like he's sitting right next to me listening to me. now i dont know if he really is or not. im not one to say. but when you talk to them, you just get this feeling... you know they heard everything you said.
he is physically gone, but like brian said, he wont ever fully be gone. he's going to see you at graduation, and he's going to be so proud of you. we are all here if you need us. whether you need a shoulder to cry on, a hug, or just someone to talk to. we miss you anna!
Alisha

[clarinetnazi]

I'm sorry 'cause I know I'm one of the people you're talking about. I really don't know how to handle such situations and I didn't know what to say. I still don't. Because I know there's nothing I can say to make you feel better. And I can't say I know how you feel because nobody ever could. But what I do know is that I love you and I want you to know that you've always got me around if you need me.