My day was awesome! I started the day in Waffle House, eating breakfast with the girls and being crazy. Then i got a much unexpected text message, which brightened my day immensly. I then had the pleasure of reading more of Oedipus Rex in English, which started off bad, but now he's figured out that his wife is his mom. Gross right? Read the play- ( Read more... )

My car slowly crept along the road by your house. I begged for it to go faster, but it answered me with a whine and puttering. I couldn’t stand the pain. The fear was creeping towards me and there was no way to escape it. I cried out in fear of the feelings that were coming to consume me. I cried out for you and the fear of unknown terrors waiting ( Read more... )

WoW- so much has happened since I've taken the time to right in this thing. This weekend was great! I went to Orlando for a Senior Class Trip and stayed with people that I never talk to at school- sounds bad, but we're clicky. Then I get a text from my favorite/coolest manager saying she wants to hook me up with her brother because she wants us to ( Read more... )

i had a meeting with my shrink today at school. My parents think i need one because of my dad and his co-dependance. Whatever, he's a teacher and we gossip about things that are going on. His one question to me today, "Why don't you have a boyfriend?" Isn't he so good with words. I don't know why i don't, but I know that my taste is not as good as ( Read more... )

Why is it that I get in these moods that i can never get out of. The moods where I sit and think I'm a failure for not have the goals and asperations of those around me. I know people who honestly want to be in teh Senate and be a youth minister. What do i want to do? Be a nurse. I guess I just don't fully understand what it is that I want to take ( Read more... )

All went well with the letter to my step-dad. He read it and only commented on it to say that he's glad I didn't let a secondary emotion get in the way (it was something he learned in class today at church). I'm currently at work with Marjie and we're having too much fun. We're currently listening to Phantom of the Opera soundtrack and have been ( Read more... )

My step-dad comes home today and I can't say that I'm too happy about his arrival. I wrote him a letter telling him how I felt about some things that he has said to me, about me being a whore and only going to college to get drunk. He has known me for three almost four years now and he still thinks that I'm a normal "lets go get drunk" teen? ( Read more... )

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