well.
i may have a gall bladder problem.
yeah. my chiropractor says it might be from dehydration.
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so i got my hair did.
check the myspace for pix.

ummm....what else.
hdc shows.
july 25th. july 28th. august 1st.

more info to come.
just wayy too busy to sit and type it all.

i am a very excited little girl right now.
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june 29th. not only a BEAUTIFUL day in Manhattan with my BESTEST friends.
BUTTTT.
my good buddy Matt from Last Week might come hang out as well.
squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I just saw lovehatehero last night. Paris remembered me from the last show. WHICH WAS 11 MONTHS AGO.
how does a ( Read more... )

so i'm pretty much convinced i have SOME kind of eating disorder.
its a half aneorexia and half bulimia.
only i dont puke. I exercise.

yeah.
OH PS.
some bitch from burke hates me.
she is nick lablanco's g/f.
if you see her... RIP HER LIVER OUT.
kthankx

i really kinda dont like myself right now. All day. I've been. blah. very shitty. Like. i dont even care. I dont have the patience to deal with anyone. && Its not helping that i have to leave for work in 2 hours. I'm not a happy camper. I hate being me. I hate being the ugly one, and constantly feeling like shit everytime i go out with friends. Umm ( Read more... )

Alright everyone. It HAS been a very long time since i've poured my heart out in here. So here i go.
lets start off with... wow. i dont even know where to startt. OK. i know where to start.

-Talking to James. Its new. its exciting. We never have a dull moment in our conversations. He is one of the sweetest guys EVER. like. ever. We had our "serious" ( Read more... )

i've been neglecting this. really. it used to be my best friend. && now. i feel bad ( Read more... )

i wish i didnt have such a good gag reflex ( Read more... )

OHHHHH.
the HDC adeventures begin May 31st.
with a day trip with Emanuel in NYC.
they have a show in NYC and are going to be hanging out
with Miss Mosh and yours truely.

I am very excited.
&& Cant WAIT to divulge all the juciy details to you.

i am scared. mostly of myself. Cuz i dont know what i am doing. I dont know what I am doing for the future. I dont know what I am doing to other people. I dont know what I am thinking. I dont know what I am doing to myself. I am scared that I will be alone for the rest of forever. Because I am too scared to let anyone remotely close. I've killed ( Read more... )

my heart is racing. && my head feels heavy.
i am sure of the reasons why.
am i excited? am i worried?
what is going on?
i know i am unsure of how i feel today.
i should be happy. But i kinda am just litteraly blah.
but i am not depressed, thank the lord.
this is fun.

we should do this more often.

-miss murder.