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i am in such a bad mood. ive had a good day, but jaime called and told me he took care of all the bills and i feel like he isnt being honest because no way was his paycheck was that much. my gramma makes comments about my mom sometimes that upset me so much. i know she isnt trying to be nasty, but it offends me. i hate having to act my age and keep ( Read more... ) -
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not much happening. my papa bought tori a new stroller so we went for a walk, it was beautiful outside, im going to make it a habit until it gets too cold. picked the material for my curtains. not celestial, but pretty. we'll get started on them tomorrow, shouldnt take too long. i'm almost finished with my book, so tomorrow ill go to the book ( Read more... ) -
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It's really starting to bother me that I separated Jaime and Victoria. Of course it entered my mind shen I made my decision, but now the reality is setting in and my heart hurts because Tori won't get to go trick or treating with her daddy on her first halloween. I know it may seem silly, but the thought is keeping me awake. Damn me and my ( Read more... ) -
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Been awhile, sort of.
It dawned on me today that having this baby isn't something that's going to happen in the distant future anymore, like how it felt all summer. Within the next month or two I'm going to have a baby for the rest of my life. In all the mixture of feelings that I get from knowing that, I'm happy to say that horror, regret and ( Read more... ) -
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Nothing going on. So I will write nothing, rather than right about nothing.
I went to check my registry and somebody bought us the car seat and stroller we wanted =)
My baby shower is in 2 weeks so I have been helping Nikki with the specs.
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One of these days, when I feel like I've made enough progress to actually be able to brag about it, I'll post pictures of my quilt squares. I have been working on it less because all the finger pricking from checking my blood sugar. So far, my levels have been good, but it's only been a few days.
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So today Jaime ended up taking the day off so he could take me to the doctor, so Alysia wouldn't have to. I wish I didn't have to depend on anybody else to drive me, but that's a whole other subject that I would rather not think about right now, all it does is get me mad. Jaime really pissed me off by not wanting me to schedule my follow up next ( Read more... ) -
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I find it funny that I still fall back into the old habit of pulling lyrics from songs and using them as subjects.
So this is my shiny new LJ and I'm excited to get acquainted with it and make it pretty. I think I used to have quite the knack for making layouts and such (for a 15 year old anyway, lets see how easy it is now that everything has ( Read more... )