i understand exactly how you are feeling. believe me or not, but i do. i had to go to a whole new school + public + 349068376 more kids than SCS + i knew NO ONE in all of my classes. i was freaking scared out of my mind. just as you are. the first day i was pretty shy. i didn't say much, which is unusual as you know. i found a girl who was in all my classes and clung to her. the day turned out way better than i even expected. mostly cause we did NO work. all blah blah rules and this and that. but knowing that we would just be going over rules made it easier to not be as scared. the day flew by faster than i even imagined. and now suddently, i'm in my what 3rd week now? wtf. and i've made incredible friends and i actually enjoy school. so, let this be a lesson to you youngin. it will be okay. k? IT WILL BE OKAY. you will have a blast. yeah, it will be scary, and yeah you will be nervous. but thats normal. if you werent i'd be like wtf you weirdo. :P so go ahead and be scared, but know
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First day of school totally sucked ass. Everyone was wrong about it being a good day. I couldn't get my fucking locker open. I missed the bus on the second day of school, and I the world's LARGEST crush EVER on this boy that will never, ever, ever like me back. School sucks ass. And I miss you. And I miss having best friends at school. It's just not fair.
i'm so so very sorry. and he might like you back. hes a great guy. hope for the best, maybe it will get better. i wish i could hug you right now. i love you sweety. i love you tons.
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i understand exactly how you are feeling. believe me or not, but i do. i had to go to a whole new school + public + 349068376 more kids than SCS + i knew NO ONE in all of my classes. i was freaking scared out of my mind. just as you are. the first day i was pretty shy. i didn't say much, which is unusual as you know. i found a girl who was in all my classes and clung to her. the day turned out way better than i even expected. mostly cause we did NO work. all blah blah rules and this and that. but knowing that we would just be going over rules made it easier to not be as scared. the day flew by faster than i even imagined. and now suddently, i'm in my what 3rd week now? wtf. and i've made incredible friends and i actually enjoy school. so, let this be a lesson to you youngin. it will be okay. k? IT WILL BE OKAY. you will have a blast. yeah, it will be scary, and yeah you will be nervous. but thats normal. if you werent i'd be like wtf you weirdo. :P so go ahead and be scared, but know ( ... )
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Thank you so much. I'll take all of that into heart.
I just don't want it to start TOMORROW. Why TOMORROW?
Why not THURSDAY? Or NEXT Tuesday?
I'm just not ready for it.
Summer left too fast.
And it sucks major assage.
I love you so much.
Thank you so much.
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my summer was like a MONTH. or 2. or less. whatever.
but you'll have fun.
homework sucks.
lots of people suck.
but enjoy the things that don't suck.
tell me all about it afterwords!!!
I.
LOVE.
YOU.
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Everyone was wrong about it being a good day.
I couldn't get my fucking locker open.
I missed the bus on the second day of school, and I the world's LARGEST crush EVER on this boy that will never, ever, ever like me back.
School sucks ass.
And I miss you.
And I miss having best friends at school.
It's just not fair.
I love you more than ever.
IM me sometime.
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and he might like you back.
hes a great guy.
hope for the best, maybe it will get better.
i wish i could hug you right now.
i love you sweety.
i love you tons.
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He'd probably go for someone prettier or smarter or more outgoing.
Goddamnit, I wish he was mine.
I can't believe I'm so "in love" with him. Because I have never felt this way. It's not just some fucking infatuation. Damnit.
I love you forever.
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