*comfort* I wish that didn't happen to you. At the same time, it's not the first story I've heard of the guy being in the military, etc. and something like this happening. I never say anything because I'd hate to jinx a friend that I care about. but again, I wish it didn't happen to you
It's ok that it happened. We grew apart, met new people. I just wish he hadn't led me on so long I guess. Hell I'll prolly delete this entry in an hour.
Led you on! If I remember correctly you said that we'd be "starting new" when I got back to Florida. Even though from one of your older posts you were already involved with Cory before hand. You know what, I don't think it was from a LJ post, I think you told me. Anyway, about you thinking you destroyed me? No. Not at all. See, I was planning on ending us in person not in a long winded email, like the one I received from you. As to my intentions; at least I had some idea of what I wanted to do, unlike some one else. That's why things changed. We grew apart, that is correct; but I also grew up. And yes, I am getting married. So kudos for being able to guess that my life will be awesome. I've meet someone that makes me feel awesome and more alive. And the feeling is returned. To add to that, I can also continue living my life knowing it has been mine. Not glued together pieces of others', arranged ever so carefully as to be able to wedge myself into tight un-welcomed places. But I can say that un-welcomed feeling has mainly been a
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Wow, didnt mean to make you mad. I tried to just express that things felt a little weird, but I guess it made you mad. I'm not angry, even at the harsh words you used just now. But let me clear a few things up
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erm... in a sense, I kinda have an idea of what he's talking about in regards to "missing pieces". while I would normally hate the male in such a situation.... and especially in a mean comment like that... still, based on some of what he said, I can't say that he's wrong either
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