I know, I have work tomorrow and I should be in bed right now, but I'm not. I'm talkin to my boy instead, and wishing he was here. No, we're not dating, but he's all I think of, especially lately. He's what's been getting me through all the crap with my ex (Joe) and dealing with having to wait until he and I can meet in person. I dunno why I feel ( Read more... )

Wow... was reading my last entry, and everything has changed since then. On Sept 2, my bf broke up with me, but that's not even the worst of it, because before that, I'd found out on my own that he'd lied to me... about *everything*... something I never thought he'd do to me. I was such a fool to believe him, to trust him, when all along I knew ( Read more... )

Waiting for Joe (my bf) to get outta work, waiting for Amanda to come visit (or at least call to say she's coming), waiting for Tom to come to Maine, cuz he's one of my best friends still and I wanna meet him. Just a whole lotta waiting on stuff I have no control over, and it sucks. Thinking I'm gonna head outside and start cleaning. Maybe my car, ( Read more... )

Firstly, let me say that my brother Joe's gf made me do it! lol Yup, yup.. this whole "online journal" thing was *so* not my idea, but it seems like fun, so ummm... yeah. lol ( Read more... )