thats all i can say and this is both on a positive and negative note. everything that has happened as well as the many things that have been discovered has blown my mind. it has allowed me to take a step back and look at what i have been doing as well as what i have not been doing. i put zero blame on myself however. its a two way street. but ( Read more... )

why is it so hard for people to be honest or not even honest but just let others know what is going on? when did this line of difficulty of something that seems so simple become next to impossible?

The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results
Physical Touch: 9Words of Affirmation: 8Quality Time: 7Acts of Service: 6Receiving Gifts: 0

Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact ( Read more... )

i guess you could say a lot has happened over the past few weeks...yeah...but i mean overall, a pretty good thing. nothing too dramatic has taken place but i have come to some final terms...i am no longer holding out for friendships. i offer my love, support and the whole being there for someone when they need it and knowing that its there even ( Read more... )

Wait for the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot ( Read more... )

boys...

can't live with em, can't shoot em

this weekend was nice and very very low key. it's fun to just spend some time being domestic i guess. but friday andrew and i went to the science center and saw the titanic exhibit. it was really neat. you get boarding passes and pretend you are someone from the actual boat. i die, naturally, while andrew lives. nice to know ( Read more... )

it was such a fun time last night. roz called and we all got together. we= her, her boyfriend, me, andrew, david, sharon, and alix. bowling was attempted but every place was either waaay too packed with a waiting list or just closing. oh well. we ended up at the apartment watching wedding crashers. it was a lot of fun seeing the girls. i have been ( Read more... )

okay, something else to concentrate on other than feelings...umm it's a lot different than i remember. so long

and i have decided to just let it go. im trying to move past this ignorance and hurt. tomorrows a new day and hopefully i will start everything over...but this time, not as much effort is going to be put forth to manage the upkeep of everyone elses happiness. its my turn.