I changed eh.... Ive been hearing this so much lately, maybe it's true. If it is true though, I changed for the better. If it is true, the only way I changed is that I now understand how truly two faced the human race is. Or maybe it's the fact that nothing that I do matters. Maybe I'm not as loud as I use to be because I'm sick of hearing my own voice. Has drinking and smoking changed me? Yes, no doubt about it. When I'm in that state of mind I better grasp how the world REALLY is. So maybe you're right. Maybe I have changed. Now there is only a few things that everyone can do. The first is tolerate who I am now. The second is to wait till maybe I change back, or pray that I change again to a person that's more appealing to you. The third is to leave me the hell alone. The choice is yours.
you changed. I changed. we all changed. maybe some people's changes arent so drastic, but they're still changes. and even though people change... I dont think we should pray that you change back cause the more and more I think of it, the Nathan I know right now suits you and your situation emotionally. I tolerate you as you are right now.. your basically the same but we all are more dead inside as you seem to be. you dont have to be appealing to everyone, you should just be appealing to you. no matter who you become, it wont stop me of being your friend and thinking alot of you.
you can't just say it'll all be over soon and expect it to be over...
you have changed, you're still a good guy though... wether people like you better now or liked you better a year ago is their own opinion... from the looks of it I'm the only one that liked you better a year ago anyway so I guess you have nothing to worry about.. you never did
Nathan no matter how you ever turn out we are always cool. I dont care what you act like or anything because I know despite anything that ever happens you are a really great and kickass person no matter who says anything else.
I really don't think drinking/smoking changed you. I think theres just alot of shit that has happened for you. Though we've had our battles Nathanial, I still love you, and want to help any way that I can. You need to just go out and have some fun, fuck the world that you see as being two-faced or however, because it doesn't matter, the world is only what you make it out to be. Fuck the world. Its your own perseption of how you look at it, if that makes any sence. Now isn't the time to question why you're here, or why things are how they are or to be unhappy about anything. I don't want to see you waste your summer, and make the same mistakes I did last summer. We need to hang out this summer, I think it would do us both a lot of good. And as far as you changeing, you are differant, but you haven't become a two face or anything. I think the person you want to be will come back or form with time.
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Ive been hearing this so much lately, maybe it's true. If it is true though, I changed for the better. If it is true, the only way I changed is that I now understand how truly two faced the human race is. Or maybe it's the fact that nothing that I do matters. Maybe I'm not as loud as I use to be because I'm sick of hearing my own voice.
Has drinking and smoking changed me? Yes, no doubt about it. When I'm in that state of mind I better grasp how the world REALLY is.
So maybe you're right. Maybe I have changed. Now there is only a few things that everyone can do. The first is tolerate who I am now. The second is to wait till maybe I change back, or pray that I change again to a person that's more appealing to you. The third is to leave me the hell alone.
The choice is yours.
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I changed.
we all changed.
maybe some people's changes arent so drastic, but they're still changes.
and even though people change... I dont think we should pray that you change back cause the more and more I think of it, the Nathan I know right now suits you and your situation emotionally. I tolerate you as you are right now.. your basically the same but we all are more dead inside as you seem to be. you dont have to be appealing to everyone, you should just be appealing to you. no matter who you become, it wont stop me of being your friend and thinking alot of you.
so uh.. yeah.
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you have changed, you're still a good guy though... wether people like you better now or liked you better a year ago is their own opinion... from the looks of it I'm the only one that liked you better a year ago anyway so I guess you have nothing to worry about.. you never did
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~Jordo
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Now isn't the time to question why you're here, or why things are how they are or to be unhappy about anything. I don't want to see you waste your summer, and make the same mistakes I did last summer.
We need to hang out this summer, I think it would do us both a lot of good.
And as far as you changeing, you are differant, but you haven't become a two face or anything.
I think the person you want to be will come back or form with time.
Bahh... I'll explain when I see you
You are broken now but faith can heel you!!!
Maynard said it best... lol
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