I've never felt so isolationist before. I could be content just being alone all day. I have plenty to occupy my time with. Books to read, knowledge to acquire, music to listen to, films to view
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Your very words make me think that you are not content as you tell yourself. Promise that you won't stay isolated too long; we need one community, but enjoy it while you're there.
I am content, because when I'm around other people they just end up making me angry.
I talked to Josh. I was working on the 3rd floor and he walked by. We had a quick chat. It was awkward. Shit. Why the heck can't we talk normally? He was practically mum. Nerves or does he just hate my guts and that he had to talk to me? After work I walked past him at Johnny's, he was sitting alone at a booth. I waved, but didn't stop and talk to him. Why? I don't know. Then I debated going back but thought, what would we talk about? Nothing. We have nothing to talk about. I hate that. Hate it. Hate it. Why can't we open up with each other?!?! Should I keep trying??
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I talked to Josh. I was working on the 3rd floor and he walked by. We had a quick chat. It was awkward. Shit. Why the heck can't we talk normally? He was practically mum. Nerves or does he just hate my guts and that he had to talk to me? After work I walked past him at Johnny's, he was sitting alone at a booth. I waved, but didn't stop and talk to him. Why? I don't know. Then I debated going back but thought, what would we talk about? Nothing. We have nothing to talk about. I hate that. Hate it. Hate it. Why can't we open up with each other?!?! Should I keep trying??
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