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Recalcitrant
I don’t feel good about myself. I feel mercenary. I’m just in it for what I can get out of it. Time is running out. I don’t make things happen very often. Most of the time I just passively wait for whatever happens to happen. I want to move to Cape Cod but I not willing to work hard to make it happen.
My wife doesn’t deserve this. She works hard. I ( Read more... ) -
Hello Livejournal
Is there an echo in here? This place is dead. It's funny how places on the internet stop being popular but all the stuff is still out there sonewhere. I did a lot of journaling here like 15 years ago ( Read more... ) -
I just decided not to pay for livejournal anymore.
So this is officially moribund. I'm on facebook occasionally. -
What am I here for?
Seriously. What am I supposed to being doing in this life? What do I even like doing? What do I ever do that has merit ( Read more... ) -
Christmas
So we have a family we can go see for Christmas Eve finally. This past year we've become really good friends with our downstairs neighbors. And they have an 8 year-old. I think children are necessary to really make Christmas fun ( Read more... ) -
Mene Mene Tekel Upharsin
The writing is on the wall. I have been weighed and found wanting ( Read more... ) -
Books
I have a ridiculous number of books. I'm not exactly a packrat, but I definitely have packrat-ish tendencies. I think if I read only the ones in the house for the rest of my life I wouldn't run out before I die. So I try to avoid bookstores, which is easy right now because I'm broke. And it's winter and I'm depressed so it's easy not to even leave ( Read more... ) -
Took my effexor
Feeling a tiny bit better.
I got Jay-Z's "Decoded" for my birthday. It seems pretty amazing, but I'm still a little too out of it to read much of it. Kinda too bad it didn't come with a disk.
I wish I had a lover.
