bullshit, once again

[anon_nemo]

so lets take inventory:

dignity: gone

self worth: gone

self image: gone

dependable friends: gone

good liquor: nearly gone

Which leaves me with what? One shitty life, no one to turn to, and no way to start over 'till this summer. I'm fucking good at this.

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[anon_nemo]

ok, my self esteem isn't doing so well for plenty of really fairly good reasons. and honestly, not to make you feel bad or anything, but I was doing pretty awesome this week until we talked on Monday. Generally I do a pretty ok job of keeping it propped up fairly well.

and liquor is a very awesome temporary solution, really gets the job done. and I haven't really been drinking much lately, honestly. Mostly due to monetary concerns, which aren't helping. I really don't like spending money that I've previously decided not to spend, but shit keeps coming up.

anyway, my point is that I'm honestly that doing all that bad, all things considered. This is not the worst I've been in my life, as far as self esteem, or drinking too much, so really, don't worry about me. I was just feeling really kinda shitty yesterday, had to make a lame emo rant, it happens. Shit got cleared up, more or less, I'm feeling better, yesterday just kinda sucked.

bottom line: I'll live, and maybe, one day, I'll even like myself.

[dirk27]

I find running away from problems helps ;)