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[anonobob]

im not doing very well. my gut is in knots permanently. i feel sick with anxiety. and its been like that for the past 5 days with no signs of abating. im going to end up with stomach ulcers soon.... and im drinking constantly now, from the time i wake up, until i pass out, and sleeping 14 hours a day because im exhausted with depression and

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[king_of_apathy]

Damn. Not sure what to say other than that sucks and hope that things pick up for you soon. Are you still working in that cafe? I'm continually surprised that you've managed to hang on in America for so long. Do you think there's still nothing keeping you in the states or do you plan to carry on living there?

[anonobob]

the letter i wrote to Mel worked, we started talking and we made up.

And yes, there is nothing keeping me in the states other than Melanie. The weather is nice out here, but its not worth being continually poor over. America was fantastic when i was still really into burning man, and when i had my 6 years of being in business for myself.... But now i'm tired of working a minimum wage job - i need a career really soon. I'm sticking around even though its difficult because i'm in love with my dream girl.