Oh my god. RIP 40. we didn't talk much in the last few years but there was a time we talked daily and she was going through a lot at that time. 40 was incredibly smart, so naturally smart when it came to her studies. She was so passionate about her education. I remember when she was studying in Rome and she would always tell me about her day and what she learned and where she went. I remember her love of hooping and how much joy it brought her. I remember her long stretches of sobriety and doing so well. Even if she slipped she'd try again, and again. She wanted so badly not to be living that life anymore. She loved and missed her mother so much. Her mom died when 40 was a teenager. She struggled. She tried so hard. God, I hope she has peace. I know her ~real name and found her obituary. I don't think I should share it but she passed away on 21-June. She was 2 months and 3 days short of being 32. Rest in Peace, 40. I loved being your friend. ♥
thanks for sharing this. i've been at a loss for words but my heart has been so heavy as i remember her and mourn. and it feels lonely too, since my loved ones didn't know her. reading this brought me a little comfort. for whatever good it does- she had friends across the world who cared and will remember her fondly.
my neighbor that i have a massive crush on moved to another place and im so sad about it, i like to think that the crush was mutual maybe i'm just delulu :(
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i just checked her facebook and people are saying she passed away? im so upset. im sorry to have to share this news.
i sincerely hope she has found peace.
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Oh my god. RIP 40. we didn't talk much in the last few years but there was a time we talked daily and she was going through a lot at that time. 40 was incredibly smart, so naturally smart when it came to her studies. She was so passionate about her education. I remember when she was studying in Rome and she would always tell me about her day and what she learned and where she went. I remember her love of hooping and how much joy it brought her. I remember her long stretches of sobriety and doing so well. Even if she slipped she'd try again, and again. She wanted so badly not to be living that life anymore. She loved and missed her mother so much. Her mom died when 40 was a teenager. She struggled. She tried so hard. God, I hope she has peace. I know her ~real name and found her obituary. I don't think I should share it but she passed away on 21-June. She was 2 months and 3 days short of being 32. Rest in Peace, 40. I loved being your friend. ♥
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thanks for sharing this. i've been at a loss for words but my heart has been so heavy as i remember her and mourn. and it feels lonely too, since my loved ones didn't know her. reading this brought me a little comfort. for whatever good it does- she had friends across the world who cared and will remember her fondly.
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i sent you a PM.
but yeah. she was so loved by SO many!
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