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[anony_moos]

I've been crying for about 3 weeks. Every night on my way home from work. My life was not meant to be like this. Having a baby was not meant to be like this. Pregnant women are not meant to feel like this. I should be looking forward, planning, excited. I can barely move I just stand in the middle of the room and cry. Everything has gone to shit

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[zoefruitcake]

You've not let anyone down, let alone the baby, so stop thinking that.

Nothing is going to change unless you make a change, and I think that might be taking the pills. You also need to ask for help, and while I don't know who to ask I'd be posting to the ladies loos. People will help, I'd help if I wasn't so far away

you need something that fills your time, like an absorbing hobby

You can do this. You really can, because what is the alternative? Do you want to give your baby up for adoption? Do you want to have your baby taken into care?
I've got a recommendation. There is a book called The L shaped room by Lynn Reid Banks. It's set in the 60s, when a girl ends up pregnant in a room in a house. You might enjoy it, I bloody love it

[victoriansquid]

Listen to Zoefruitcake. That's some good advice. I wish I lived closer :(

You are a tough lady and you will be an excellent mommy :)