i see you in everything.
your face is constantly on my mind,
its imprinted there.

i see everyone with a mom, and i feel alone.
singled out, picked on.

how does all this happen to me,
i cant help but being bitter.

i take back every single thing i ever said bad about her in this stupid fucking journal..

words are empty.

my life has no meaning without her.
i dont know how to live on my own, shes done everything for me.

this hurts so bad.
she was my heart, my everything..and my heart has died.

i dont want to live without her, i dont know how to.

JESUS, nothing can go fucking right.

like i said, at this point
id be thankful for a glance.

even if it was sideways.

it would have been so easy to die tonight..
so fucking easy.

2 MONTHS, 26 DAYS, 1 HOUR, & 19 MINUTES TILL WE FUCKING GRADUATE SENIORS..

that sounds so god damn close, were almost fucking thereeeee!

FUCK LIVE JOURNAL.
NO ONE FUCKING WRITES IN HERE!

there.
is everyone happy now?