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[anonymouswriter]

There was a major snow storm late this afternoon --- it's still brewing as I write this. And I haven't been feeling all that great, either. Not like sick sick, but feeling weird --- sort of like I'm outside of myself, if that makes any sort of sense. No? Yeah, I guess not

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[summercamp]

Are your sisters, well at least that one, the kind who will give you an honest answer when you ask questions like that, or do they just listen and make you feel better?

I totally feel like end of the year slackness! If I can just make it a few more days until our Christmas holiday starts next friday...

When do you start the new job?

[anonymouswriter]

Oh, they always give honest answers...though they try to tell the truth in a diplomatic way to cushion the blow. But that's the thing...when we don't want to hear something, we just ignore it anyways and hope to God the other person is wrong...hmmm...something for me to write about today.

I already started the job. That's why there weren't all that many updates this week. It's been good so far...let's see how things are once the honeymoon period is over.

[sa_sagesse]

We're just getting the snow storm, now. Eugh.

So once again I think you're kinda in my head. For me, I'm not sure it's the sheer torture of unrequited love ... I think I'm just caught up in an idea of someone and something, that I can't let go. Like maybe that's why I can go "I'm better than everyone 'cause I'm less-alone for a single gal" is because in my head, there's this guy I can't have, and even if I'm not really with him there's a part of me that is so that's not really alone now is it. Does that make sense? It's not quite what I mean, but it's kind of close.

January really does feel like something new to me, I'll have to wait for September to find out if I keep my real strong sense of new beginnings once again till then.

[anonymouswriter]

No, you're right --- it's the whole, being caught up in the idea of someone because, the more time passes, it's like they become everything you think you need and want. Or that's how it is for me.

And yeah, I get what you mean...I mean, it's sort of like, I might be single, but it's because of this whole I-can't-be-with-the-one-I-love business that makes me single...and that's not quite as bad as being single because you're incapable of love.

All things for me to mull over and post about later.