update: dohar style.
1. i hate being a hopeless romantic.
2. i'm a wimp.
3. i need more confidence. ha. but no, really, i do.
4. i have difficulty trying to express myself, in person...
5. not in general. in the sense that it's awkward to bring it up to this one person. that whole relationship thing, i mean.
6. but in other aspects of my life, i feel complete.
7. i know what i want to do. and i'm excited for it.
8. if you're wondering: journalism at ysu.
9. i'll eventually need roommates. which, sean, anna, and dave offered last night. but that's the least of my worries. maybe in a few months if they're still looking.
10. brennan and i are expert cheese fondue makers.
11. ...okay, not so much. but dave and doug thought so. anna, too, i think.
12. i'm glad that we hang out with them all the time again.
13. and brennan. brennan's awesome.
14. i like salad. a lot.
15. i like artificial sweetener.
16. i had unsweetened green tea last night. it kind of sucked. but it's cool.
17. i'm trying to better myself.
18. ...as in, i'm trying to broaden my horizons...learn more about what's going on with the world.
19. i actually like watching the news now.
20. but i am addicted to project runway. oh, yes.
21. in the last few months, i've been getting closer to my mom.
22. as in, she actually trusts me enough to not make me follow a curfew.
23. ...and i can ask for her advice without feeling weird about actually telling her my problems.
24. that makes me feel like i'm maturing more every day.
25. i'm going to take a summer math class, and probably english.
26. i forgot to mention that earlier. for some reason, i'm excited.
27. the only reason i'm writing this is because i'm waiting for laundry to be done.
28. when my two weeks is up and i have no more job, i'm going to connecticut with my mom.
29. i can't wait to meet all of her cracked out friends.
30. ..okay, they're not really cracked out, but they seem like it.
31. i'm totally crushin'.
32. i'm in love with pittsburgh, but i don't think that i want to live there.
33. i bought my tickets for the panic! at the disco show in cleveland march 21st. anyone else going?
34. i think i love the academy is... a little more. maybe not. hard to say.
35. i think i may be a little bipolar.
36. i don't know why i let myself worry so f-in' much.
37. my current favorite song is "wow i can be sexual" by say anything.
38. i want to see damien rice in concert again.
39. my favorite scent right now is fresh vanilla.
40. ...or maybe, lucky you. i guess it's a toss up.
41. i'm reading the celestine prophecy right now. it's actually really good..i recommend it.
42. i'm a failure at making psi balls.
43. i guess i'm not a true believer...yet.
44. i just registered for a global warming march. i feel better.
45. sometimes i think about becoming a vegetarian. then i change my mind.
46. i get really worried about what i'm going to do, in the near future, with my life...
47. then i realise it doesn't matter.
48. ..because whatever i do, at this point in my life, i still have my parents and friends backing me up..
49. i'm still young enough to be able to fuck up a lot, and be okay in the end.
50. i think i'm a horrible person for handling things the way i did in the past.
51. i have a new obsession with e.e. cummings.
52. i should be sleeping right now. i have to get up at 6.
53. i don't know why i bother.
54. i want to go camping this summer.
55. ..and on a freaking road trip.
56. i don't understand him.
57. this is getting ridiculous.
58. i wish i were more creative.
59. i'm trying to better myself. and make wrongs right.
60. ...i believe in karma. i don't need it coming back and kicking my ass.
2. i'm a wimp.
3. i need more confidence. ha. but no, really, i do.
4. i have difficulty trying to express myself, in person...
5. not in general. in the sense that it's awkward to bring it up to this one person. that whole relationship thing, i mean.
6. but in other aspects of my life, i feel complete.
7. i know what i want to do. and i'm excited for it.
8. if you're wondering: journalism at ysu.
9. i'll eventually need roommates. which, sean, anna, and dave offered last night. but that's the least of my worries. maybe in a few months if they're still looking.
10. brennan and i are expert cheese fondue makers.
11. ...okay, not so much. but dave and doug thought so. anna, too, i think.
12. i'm glad that we hang out with them all the time again.
13. and brennan. brennan's awesome.
14. i like salad. a lot.
15. i like artificial sweetener.
16. i had unsweetened green tea last night. it kind of sucked. but it's cool.
17. i'm trying to better myself.
18. ...as in, i'm trying to broaden my horizons...learn more about what's going on with the world.
19. i actually like watching the news now.
20. but i am addicted to project runway. oh, yes.
21. in the last few months, i've been getting closer to my mom.
22. as in, she actually trusts me enough to not make me follow a curfew.
23. ...and i can ask for her advice without feeling weird about actually telling her my problems.
24. that makes me feel like i'm maturing more every day.
25. i'm going to take a summer math class, and probably english.
26. i forgot to mention that earlier. for some reason, i'm excited.
27. the only reason i'm writing this is because i'm waiting for laundry to be done.
28. when my two weeks is up and i have no more job, i'm going to connecticut with my mom.
29. i can't wait to meet all of her cracked out friends.
30. ..okay, they're not really cracked out, but they seem like it.
31. i'm totally crushin'.
32. i'm in love with pittsburgh, but i don't think that i want to live there.
33. i bought my tickets for the panic! at the disco show in cleveland march 21st. anyone else going?
34. i think i love the academy is... a little more. maybe not. hard to say.
35. i think i may be a little bipolar.
36. i don't know why i let myself worry so f-in' much.
37. my current favorite song is "wow i can be sexual" by say anything.
38. i want to see damien rice in concert again.
39. my favorite scent right now is fresh vanilla.
40. ...or maybe, lucky you. i guess it's a toss up.
41. i'm reading the celestine prophecy right now. it's actually really good..i recommend it.
42. i'm a failure at making psi balls.
43. i guess i'm not a true believer...yet.
44. i just registered for a global warming march. i feel better.
45. sometimes i think about becoming a vegetarian. then i change my mind.
46. i get really worried about what i'm going to do, in the near future, with my life...
47. then i realise it doesn't matter.
48. ..because whatever i do, at this point in my life, i still have my parents and friends backing me up..
49. i'm still young enough to be able to fuck up a lot, and be okay in the end.
50. i think i'm a horrible person for handling things the way i did in the past.
51. i have a new obsession with e.e. cummings.
52. i should be sleeping right now. i have to get up at 6.
53. i don't know why i bother.
54. i want to go camping this summer.
55. ..and on a freaking road trip.
56. i don't understand him.
57. this is getting ridiculous.
58. i wish i were more creative.
59. i'm trying to better myself. and make wrongs right.
60. ...i believe in karma. i don't need it coming back and kicking my ass.