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I wish I weren't so manic depressive lately. yesterday was mostly just great for so many reasons. Today though, is harder for some reason. Well, it's not some reason. I've noticed a pattern ( Read more... )

from Chrissie's LJ -

"I am taking applications for those who'd like to kill me now. With like... something blunt. A shovel perhaps."

Me too, my friend. haha.

it seems like these days, all i ever do in my live journal is bitch, bitch bitch. eh, oh well ( Read more... )

i think im going through pot withdrawls, how ridiculous is that? its making me think about things i havent thought about in a long time ( Read more... )

guess what i did? i applied for a school leave of absence! that means i can leave hsu after the semester is over, and maybe come back in the spring of '06. that means if i decide i don't want to come back, i don't have to, but if i do, i can do that too. i think i need some time to reorganize my life and to work and get some cash saved up.

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my phone is working again! huzzah! it was out for a week i think. we finally got someone from the phone company to come fix it.

in other news, i'm still deliberating my future. i havent decided, but instead, i seem to have more options than ever. i'm considering dropping my music major and going into psychology. i'm really good at that kind of ( Read more... )

i think my time at humboldt state is coming to an end. i think this will be my last semester. i don't think humboldt is the right place for me. i've tried and tried to make it feel okay, but it just isn't working. it was working for a while, but i don't know if i am strong enough of a person to do it anymore ( Read more... )

So, I think something has to change. I think it's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done. But theres a paradigm inside me, and it's starting to tilt in a new direction ( Read more... )