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[anotheremobitch]

So the last time I did a drug of any type was on Monday the 13th. This is the longest i've been sober since school started. I haven't had a pill put in me or a puff of smoke in my lungs. In all seriousness it sucks. I'd love to have a line right now or go look in the med. cabnet for something but i won't. I can't do it anymore. At least the damn

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there is a simple solution my dear...

[anonymous]

well emily, if you just have me by your side 24/7, i can act like your mom and make sure you dont do anything. you worry me. you and two other people worry me alot. even though your gone, i'm glad your not here since you want to do things so bad. come home soon though, cuase my little april heart cant take being away from her love for so long. dont worry though, i hear fighting gives you a natural high. so, you should go beat someone up. somebody who says unkind things to you. well, this is the end of my long comment. its probably longer than your whole entry. bye my friend, see you soon.

[hopesend]

congratulations, emily.

i love you man.