I made it the whole 3 months ( Read more... )

I'm so anxious right now ( Read more... )

*happy sigh*

Not real things, just my patience and the calm we had been experiencing.

Dad decided he'd be ill again today. Which means no-one can speak to him unless willing to operate him like a robot.

"So what have you been up to today?.... Dad? What have you been up to?....... Respond please."
"Dunno".

Mum cried.
I cried.

Deborah shut herself in her room with ( Read more... )

That's only just hit me. Hadn't thought about it so much as past years because I am not going to be around to have a birthday. Not too fussed this year. Think I'll just skip it. Next year I turn 20, it's a more rounded figure, something worth making a fuss of ( Read more... )

My Dad found me crying in the dark.

After a game of 21 hundred questions I told him everything.

I've not been kicked out of the house. No-one has shouted at me, nor has anyone thought I'm a terrible person ( Read more... )

Today is a sad day.
I think I could cry.

me and Adam played pictionary at work for hours.

My Dad said he'd miss me so much when I go away.

I think I could just cry.

It has been a beautiful day ( Read more... )