happy

[anothr4go10face]

I've found that if I can make myself happy outside of school, it's so much easier to make the day go faster. My dad doesn't like it that I need to talk to my "old friends" to make myself happy, but you are the people that make me happier than I ever could be

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Well that's good in a way

[_grayscale_]

I have been to 8 different schools in my life, and when I was in about the 3rd grade I had decided to stop trying to be the crowd follower. I have moved so many times that I couldnt keep up with changing myself. That is why I am very weird when it comes to dressing and I have a very ... how to put this... Hyper attitude, a kinda attitude thats like I dont care what you think about me. It helps, people respect you more for being yourself and I learned the long way. Maybe Montana was a good thing for you to find your real self.

Re: Well that's good in a way

[anothr4go10face]

It's funny, but... Montana has helped me in a lot of ways.
-I realized who my true friends are
-I've learned a lot about myself
-I'm getting a chance to go to a better school (their curriculum is a LOT better)
But what I really like is that I get all of this, and then a chance to go home. I hate it, and I really can't wait to come home, but at the same time, I like not being around some of the people...even though most of the people out here are as bad if not worse as they were at Liberty.
My dad told me today (and I've heard it before) that whatever doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. I've gotten a lot of strength from this move, not only in endurance, but in emotional and other aspects...

[darkxfaery]

That's good, Sarah. I can't be as insightful as Brittany here, but I'm very glad you are realizing this. Believe me, life was much better for me when I did.

[anothr4go10face]

I'm getting used to it. I like not caring what people think of me. Rosie flipped out when I told her I was doing the after school choir thing... and I laughed. If you would've made fun of me for something like... well, you know, in the last year, I probably would've quit...

[darkxfaery]

Are you serious? *feels bad*
I never did that to you, did I?

[anothr4go10face]

haha, no, but I'm just saying, if you had, that would've been my reaction a few months ago. Maybe... I don't really know actually..

Don't feel bad.

[are_u_dizzy]

Yay for Sarah!!!

[anothr4go10face]

:D
okay, we need to finalize plans, I know it's still *checks calendar* 22 days away...but...still...

[sour_celery]

sweet, im happy for you sarah.

[anothr4go10face]

thanks ryan!
you haven't called me in a while! oh well, I'm getting a phone card in a little while, I'll try to call you soon.

[sour_celery]

yea, sorry bout that, ive been on 30min a day phone probation since friday. i called thurday like 3 times, but nobody was home

thanks, cause i wanna talk to you... what time do you get home from school?

[anothr4go10face]

I get home at... 330 your time.

[anothr4go10face]

haha, yeah, how are you??

[anothr4go10face]

ew, that sucks so bad. how's the new teacher?
I'm doing alright. I must add you though, I have mondo posts that you haven't been able to read!