I don't know what to say besides that I am having a horrible day, I needed a good cry, and this post put me over the edge. Especially when you mentioned me by name.
I understand everything you said. I am so so happy that you're doing okay over there, and I'm proud of you for not dwelling on your life here through the internet.
It just pains me that the less time you spend on here means the less I get to hear from you.
Promise me that if you quit using LJ, you'll at least be my email penpal. Let's keep a constant one going or something, okay?
All I want to say is.. only come back to Washington if it's what YOU want. Don't do it for me or anyone else here that you want to come back to.
I'm sorry that this made you cry. I'm not sorry I mentioned you by name though. I miss you.
It just pains me that the less time you spend on here means the less I get to hear from you.
I know that. That is one of the biggest drawbacks.
I'm moving back for me. I'm moving back because Washington's my home. I'm moving back because no matter how much I like it here, I'll always belong there, and I know it.
Sarah, I have to say, I'm proud of you. We all knew this time when come. When you could stop scrambling to hold on to the past and start truly LIVING. Thats all any of us wish for you Sarah. That you can be happy. I wish and pray for that more than anything else. That you will be happy in your new home. And I agree, everyones changed, but thats just something that cant be helped. But regardless of the changes, we can still all be friends. Underneath it all, we all still have that common bond between us. And that will always be there. I mean that Sarah. I may not be able to talk to you as much as I would like (and please dont think its not because I dont want to, I mean I dont even have time to talk to anyone here anymore either) but that doesnt mean that I dont think of you everyday. Wish everyday, that tomorrow, I could see you. But I know that cant happen, and I try to accept it for what it is. But I really just wanted to tell you Sarah, I miss you so much. Please dont ever forget that. But at the same time, I am so glad that you
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Wish everyday, that tomorrow, I could see you. But I know that cant happen, and I try to accept it for what it is Wow, I really know how that feels. It's a lot harder having like 6 people that you CAN'T see, rather than one who moved away. Thank you so much for your support Rachel. You are truly an awesome friend, and I'm glad you got to visit because it made me remember that things from WA aren't just... a memory. I still have people there, even if I don't/can't talk to them all the time. Things are tough, but getting easier, and I'm glad that you guys understand that and aren't upset that I'm wanting to live with what I have right now. I'm feeling pretty good, and I know that probably sucks to hear, but I need it. Love you Rach!!!!
Haha, I will keep in touch for SURE. When am I home? All day tomorrow, if that helps. Because I only got to talk to you for 8 minutes and 27 seconds today. Sorry about that, by the way.
nice, ill call u and talk for longer than 8min and 27 secs tomorrow.... itll be at about 3 ur time tho, hopefully ull be home.... and its ok, i wouldve only been able to talk for like 10 minutes more anyways, cause of church
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I don't know what to say besides that I am having a horrible day, I needed a good cry, and this post put me over the edge. Especially when you mentioned me by name.
I understand everything you said. I am so so happy that you're doing okay over there, and I'm proud of you for not dwelling on your life here through the internet.
It just pains me that the less time you spend on here means the less I get to hear from you.
Promise me that if you quit using LJ, you'll at least be my email penpal. Let's keep a constant one going or something, okay?
All I want to say is.. only come back to Washington if it's what YOU want. Don't do it for me or anyone else here that you want to come back to.
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It just pains me that the less time you spend on here means the less I get to hear from you.
I know that. That is one of the biggest drawbacks.
I'm moving back for me. I'm moving back because Washington's my home. I'm moving back because no matter how much I like it here, I'll always belong there, and I know it.
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I'm glad to hear that. You should never do anything that requires a huge decision unless it's what you really want.
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Wow, I really know how that feels. It's a lot harder having like 6 people that you CAN'T see, rather than one who moved away.
Thank you so much for your support Rachel. You are truly an awesome friend, and I'm glad you got to visit because it made me remember that things from WA aren't just... a memory. I still have people there, even if I don't/can't talk to them all the time. Things are tough, but getting easier, and I'm glad that you guys understand that and aren't upset that I'm wanting to live with what I have right now.
I'm feeling pretty good, and I know that probably sucks to hear, but I need it.
Love you Rach!!!!
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ps: when will you be home today, because id really like to talk to you....
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When am I home? All day tomorrow, if that helps. Because I only got to talk to you for 8 minutes and 27 seconds today. Sorry about that, by the way.
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nice, ill call u and talk for longer than 8min and 27 secs tomorrow.... itll be at about 3 ur time tho, hopefully ull be home.... and its ok, i wouldve only been able to talk for like 10 minutes more anyways, cause of church
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