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[anothrwomanlost]

i want to be a boy, today. i want to bind my breasts so that it hurts to breathe in the unexpectedly-warm air; i want to hide all of these curves, to shove my small&shiny-nailed hands into back pockets and pin my hair up and perfect that certain slouch i so admire. i want to go far away with sarah and maria and kyle, where we can briefly become who

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[twilightlovers]

you make a beautiful boy, but i rather like you as is. and please dont ever stop talking.. your voice is the most beautiful one ive ever heard

[anothrwomanlost]

i really don't make a beautiful boy, but then--that's not really the point; too beautiful, and i'd risk stares. no, i just want out of myself, really.
and i'm sorry for last night--i didn't want to call and wake you, but i was looking forward to another late-night phone conversation.
xox.

[silklily]

you'll find the person you want to be baby, and against those tattered drapes you'll hum a tune of joy. <3

[anothrwomanlost]

perhaps, baby, but the possibility feels so far away that i can't quite fathom getting there.
thank you.

[sparklingsatine]

i've been wondering what it would be like to be silent, really silent

I've been wondering about that as well. the most silent is the most listened to, when the words come sprouting out. like flowers and bees.

let's be boys somewhere safe, away from the bad ones and good girls.

<3

[anothrwomanlost]

ah, i would love to be silent, to cease speaking--it would be difficult, and uncharacteristic, but that only makes it more alluring.
yes, let's please run far away and be boys--good boys, mind you; beautiful but dangerous, guarded, and safe, somehow. we'll get by however we can, and then we can emerge when the time is right, weary and changed, but unbroken.
<3

[sparklingsatine]

we'll run away and be tough, but not so touch that one can't see the shell of our hearts. run run run.

<3