[ she never sees things changing; she only sees them ending. ]

[anothrwomanlost]

I’m completely prepared to sleep through this entire year, honestly. Through the next nine days, at least. I give up, is what I really want to say. I give up, because I’m a fool for ever thinking I could stretch myself and make it all enough, somehow

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[litinaroom]

I give up with you.

[anothrwomanlost]

Nah, you're not allowed.
You, Britty-darling, are simply too incredible to do that. <3

[serialadykiller]

i wish that you wouldn't, but i suppose you already know that.

[anothrwomanlost]

I just want to hibernate for a while, I think.
I know I'll rethink this post, probably soon, but for now, it just seems like the best idea. I just feel completely incapable now, and if I could just stop, fade away, it would be easier to wait things out.
See, this isn't the "giving up" you're used to hearing from me--just a temporary hiding-away thing. Am sorry, though, that you've had to see me through so much.

[serialadykiller]

i wish that you would at least rethink this all, especially in light of our conversation tonight.
i love you.

[anothrwomanlost]

I'm always rethinking.
I love you, too. And will see you again soon.

[butterflyinlove]

I hope that your "hibernation time" proves successful for you hun. I miss you bunches.

[anothrwomanlost]

I miss you ridiculous amounts, babe.
Hibernating is so dreary--I'd rather curl up in your living room, dipping cookies in hot cocoa and wondering where the time had gone.
Love you, love you, love you.

[butterflyinlove]

Awe I miss you too!!!!
I wish we could just dip cookies in hot chocolate.. it was so relaxing and drama free... we could just talk.
Love you bunches!!!!!

[ereki]

Go ahead and stagnate for now, but know that the soonest possible minute I can see you, I'm grabbing your hand and pulling you with me to spin around in circles or light sparklers or go find hidden treasure but before any of that, just stand still so that I can finally get a good look at your beautiful face again. So if you've got to hibernate, at least you can have some good books to read or perhaps make your own bazaar, and know that I'm thinking of you and love you, always always.

[anothrwomanlost]

Oh, you. No one makes me smile like you can, babe. Seriously, this makes me want to skip the hibernation and fly into Asheville early. But still, only eight more days, yeah?
(Can you tell me how it is that we always manage to get closer when we're far apart?)
"If Only" just came on and there's no one here to harmonize with me--just one more reason to miss you. I love you madly and can't see you again soon enough. Will call in a bit, <3!!

[ereki]

*grins* You're the only one who makes me giggle, you know that? I don't know how it is that we get closer when we're so far apart but I'm certainly glad that we do. I think I adore you more every time I find you again, though I hope we'll never have to drift apart in order for me to have to. Still, there will always be more of you and more of us to discover and I can't wait for it. God I miss our harmonies. Even if you refuse to sing for me alone, I managed to get close enough last time to hear you well and let me just say, um, yowza?! It's better than just-shaved legs on clean sheets! Oh man!

P.S. Remember crushed velvet? Oh my god, 1996 I LOVE you!

[anothrwomanlost]

So not only can you make me smile, but you still leave me blushing. This reminds me of months ago, being on the phone with you, knowing even with the lights off that I was blushing madly. Damn you, Jananana.
Just one thing--remind me never to sing in your presence again, yeah?
(Thank you for tonight and, um, for every other night over break when you've made me feel giddy and capable and, ah, sane? Really, I don't know how I'd have gotten through this past month without you. Can't wait to see you and your pigtails!! Ahh!!)
I love you and will talk to you tomorrow today. <3!!

[razorw]

You're not allowed to give up until I've spend a day with you. =P Then you can do whatever you want... =P

Think with the end in mind. Its like driving. If you don't look far ahead, you'll just swerve all over the place. You do have a licence. Its called your life. Use it. --Ray

[anothrwomanlost]

There are no words to tell you how much I adore you.
Really, people like you leave me rethinking, always. If I'm driving, I don't know where I'm heading, and I'm always veering off at unplanned exits, but I'm staying on the road, you know. Always.
<333333

[razorw]

=P. Trying to make me blush .. aren't yah? =P. Its kinda working...

Just don't take anyone's crap. We all have more than enough on our own plates without trying to take everyone elses' too.

Keep smiling, and keep looking forward. The best is yet to come. --Ray