Finally admitting to this one

[anowlinsunshine]

I wrote this several months ago for the very first round of kinkme_merlin. It's not a pairing I think I'll ever write again, but I sort of liked the way this one came out (even if it's a huge mess of "holy anaphora, Batman!"). Plus, I'm starting to be really anal about rounding up the fic I've posted and keeping track of it here, even if only so I can look back

Comments

[auroraprimavera]

Oh I like this. I like this lots! Oh Uther.

And I like the new layout \o/

[anowlinsunshine]

I sort of do, too, even though I feel like I shouldn't. At least we're together in this doing-things-we-shouldn't business? Haha. Thank you!

And yes, the layout. I have a graphics comm friended, and it appeared on my flist today or yesterday, and I was just like, "Hel-lo, there, exactly what I've been looking for. And where have you been all this time? Because I've been here, waiting for you." ~MEANT TO BE.~ Which is indeed \o/-worthy.

[anowlinsunshine]

HAHAHA REALLY? I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS THAT GOOD, BUT YAY FOR KNOWING THE PUNCH AT THE END WAS ACTUALLY AN EFFECTIVE PUNCH AND NOT A MERLIN/CIGAN CATFIGHT SLAP

[anowlinsunshine]

UGH, YOU WOULD BE. And omg yes, exactly. It's like, I sit here and go, "No! Let them be happy, god!" But I love more than anything when fics twist them and make it believable, make it feel eerily right for these already-changed versions of the characters the show has given us. And doing that myself, or trying to, testing just how far they really can go -- it's one of the things I enjoy most about writing for this fandom. I don't quite like what that says about me, or I shouldn't, at least. WHATEVER, I DON'T MAKE SENSE