Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is
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ok... so here we are again. I'm so very sick of Lawson problems. I'm tired of being yelled at. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired or up and down emotions. I can't handle this relationship and frankly i'm not sure who could. I've tried being so very patient with him but it just doesn't seem to be working. I love him so much but now i def know the ( Read more... )

I have a question. Lawson and i have known each other for years and always been very good friends. So even though we have just recently become boyfriend and girlfriend our relationship is very serious. We were best friends and therefor know too much about each other for it not to be serious. Which leads me to my question. Is it too soon for me ( Read more... )

Your Love Style is Manic
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everything fell into place this weekend. All the concerns about Lawson and I's relationship, all the doubts about love i was having; they flew out of the window. Lawson happened to be in Memphis with his friend this weekend so i drove up to see him. I'm not sure what it was but something clicked. It was as though the last piece of the puzzle ( Read more... )

so many emotions, memories, and theories keep running through my head. i thought i had finally gotten rid of some of them but as you can tell from my more recent entries they are back and nagging me as relentlessly as ever. i dont know why. i'm not sure what has brought them about again. I guess most likely because i'm in my first relationship ( Read more... )

What do you do when you can not move on? What do you tell yourself when you've run out of excuses? Where do you go when you've got no where else to run? What do you do when you realize you've been lying to yourself all along? How do you tell your heart to stop aching ( Read more... )

looking back at the past few entries i realize that several things have happened to me in the past few months. Well, a lot has happened. I have learned to appreciate little things so much more. A few months ago a guy was the most important thing in the world to me. I would have done anything at the drop of a hat for him and i realize now how ( Read more... )

You Are a Margarita Jelly Bean
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The last few days have been quite out of the ordinary. I tend to involve myself in these cycles. What I mean is I find myself, more often than not, repeating certain mistakes over and over again. Take Lawson for example. Lawson and I first met four years ago. He pledged the same fraternity as one of my friends. I thought he was cute and we ( Read more... )