Emotions
Good morning ♪
Look what's outside my backyard! I sneaked out of my room and opened the back door and took a picture! It was staring right at me with its captivating rays of light from the heavens!
LUNA SEA is returning to the stage! They picked a perfect day to announce it since the LUNA is out. They are performing in the Toyko Dome! Aki is excited and so am I! There is no effin' way I can go so I wish them luck from here! I will go post in SUGIZO blog!(I think o.o)
EDIT: IT IS A LUNAR ECLIPSE! I was informed of this because of the news. yeah. So purdy. I wanna go outside~
This is very good news right now, since I had a tragic say today. So many family issues. My eyes hurt from crying. I wish I could cry of happiness but alas I have no more tears to shed. Life is frustrating. Second time breaking down this year, a world record for me. I usually hold them in but I could not anymore. I gave up. The pressure of university starting for me, the change of being an adult thing&even though this is not true. It is society telling me that I am now an adult therefore I can take care of myself thing), the idea of starting a family bombarding my brain, and now parents and their expectations for the future, this all comes crashing and I cannot take the large amount of emotions all in at once.
Oh, yeah one of my eyes feels stiff because of the botox. Nice surgery for me. I saw my plastic eye surgeon for the last time. He is going to New York and I will never see him again. This made me sad as well. He did a frickin good job with my eyelids. Now I will patiently await my new cornea on the left eye and such for my vision to get better so that one day I will not be a burden to anyone and I can drive my own car and blast jrock music (specifically alice nine.)out the window!
Hehe, this made me happy today ♪
Ah, I love these three idiots! ^_^ Took it from, Eto, Shou's blog? I hope he gets better. He has a cold. not good >.
Look what's outside my backyard! I sneaked out of my room and opened the back door and took a picture! It was staring right at me with its captivating rays of light from the heavens!
LUNA SEA is returning to the stage! They picked a perfect day to announce it since the LUNA is out. They are performing in the Toyko Dome! Aki is excited and so am I! There is no effin' way I can go so I wish them luck from here! I will go post in SUGIZO blog!(I think o.o)
EDIT: IT IS A LUNAR ECLIPSE! I was informed of this because of the news. yeah. So purdy. I wanna go outside~
This is very good news right now, since I had a tragic say today. So many family issues. My eyes hurt from crying. I wish I could cry of happiness but alas I have no more tears to shed. Life is frustrating. Second time breaking down this year, a world record for me. I usually hold them in but I could not anymore. I gave up. The pressure of university starting for me, the change of being an adult thing&even though this is not true. It is society telling me that I am now an adult therefore I can take care of myself thing), the idea of starting a family bombarding my brain, and now parents and their expectations for the future, this all comes crashing and I cannot take the large amount of emotions all in at once.
Oh, yeah one of my eyes feels stiff because of the botox. Nice surgery for me. I saw my plastic eye surgeon for the last time. He is going to New York and I will never see him again. This made me sad as well. He did a frickin good job with my eyelids. Now I will patiently await my new cornea on the left eye and such for my vision to get better so that one day I will not be a burden to anyone and I can drive my own car and blast jrock music (specifically alice nine.)out the window!
Hehe, this made me happy today ♪
Ah, I love these three idiots! ^_^ Took it from, Eto, Shou's blog? I hope he gets better. He has a cold. not good >.