Done. Absolutely done being yanked around by the same mentally unstable person. Not worth it anymore. I could continue on and drag out this story, but I'm going to be an adult about it, and keep my mouth shut. I know I say it everytime, but this is REALLY the end. It's crazy from an outisders perspective, but if you've never been in this type of ( Read more... )

ducks in a row. living @ the payne house, starting my new job thursday and enjoying every second of my life.

continuously changing my mind, and moving forward. actually in circles, but who cares, keeping life on the shhhh... right now while things are a little loco for me. especially when i get no chance to breathe or think for myself these days... moving forward, eventually i'll end back up here.

Dead end road. I wish life was easier to keep up with. I wrote out a list of goals for this week and one for this month, kinda boring but I guess I need some kind of motivation. I feel like I'm constantly being watched like a fucking hawk by my friends, family, gentlemen, and enemies so I have to rethink my every move ( Read more... )

Taboo.

It's like when you're a kid and all you want to do is go down that great big slide in the middle of the park. You climb your way up there and after having to fight with other kids over it and getting to the top without falling you stare down the big metal slope. As if it wasn't a hassle enough having to get there you are now starting to increase ( Read more... )

Soooo, I'm nineteen now, I plan on making this the best year yet. Erasing August 07-September 09, and everything up until now. I'm done spitting on the everyone and hoping they all trip over and bust their teeth out, nobody wants a negative bitch around, not even myself. I'm over getting worked up about the small stuff. I'm sooo beyond past most of ( Read more... )

You know when a kitten bites you and it hurts, but at the same time, you can't help but tp smile at the little furball and suck it up until he's done nipping ( Read more... )

I don't really have much to say. Things are getting better, slowly but surely. I've been raping my journal with thoughts lately, I'll get around to posting them eventually, maybe later today. I haven't slept, but what else is new? It's sunnny outside today, and I'll cure my boredem with a bike ride ( Read more... )

And everything falls to shit, just as expected. Sucks I have to be the one humiliated.

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